Always From The Very Beggining It's Part Of My Nature

Early growing up I sucked my neighbor's penis. He insisted and I did it. When I pulled off, this was all before either one of us had wet orgasms, he would always ask me how I could do that. I always answered the same way, I didn't know but I liked it, I liked sucking his penis, the softness of the skin, how hard it was like a finger but without a bone in it, the saltiness of what I didn't know them was precum and how when he got to a point he fucked my mouth holding my head. I liked it, what more is there to say.

We were older when we started ejaculating and I liked it when he did. I liked the taste of his cum, the consistency in my mouth and the feeling that went over me when I succeeded in gettting him to cum. As we got older we did different things, by then we knew about anal sex and when he did it he made sure I understood that I was was the one that was gay, not him. He only did it because I liked it. I liked it, but so did he. He liked having me suck him and he liked getting on my back and penetrating as deep as he could until he came. And I liked him cumming, knowing that he came made me feel good.

We were older and driving and we went to this coffee shop after school. There were friends there and he told me to go get him a coffee. I didn't go fast enough and he raised his voice at me and told me to get him his coffee. Bringing his coffee to him and him looking at me like he did made me feel good inside and that afternoon after we went back to his house I sucked him until he came and I looked up at him and told him I loved him. He answered heavily as to why I would say something like that, as if he was gay. He wasn't gay, I was. And he showed me and he fucked me making me hold myself up on all fours. It only made me love him that much more.

But for all this, all of it was puppy love. For all the pleasure that I got ouf of sucking him, letting him fuck me, we grew up and went our own ways. He of course is gay and went into law enforcement with other gay men like him, tough macho cops who like having their cocks sucked. I went into teaching and got a degree in art appreciation and taught high school. My favorite students were always girls and starting some ten years later I took students with me on tours to museums in New York and Washington and then on to Europe. Always girls, only girls. Us girls got along, I had no desire to have to deal with testostore and boys.

On one trip, the summer of 2017, we were going to London, Paris and Amsterdam I sat beside a man who was on business. The flight is long and we talked quite a bit and found out we would be at the same hotel in Amsterdam before I had to leave for Paris with my students. I gave them the night off, to wonder around close to the hotel and I met this man in the bar and then followed him to his room. He was well equipped as far as men go and knew how to use it. I showed him I knew how to please a man and came prepared, as I always do when I travel, for some nighttime rumba and that night I was more than excited. He was one of those men that insists on telling you what to do so I obeyed him, did everything his way. He was a man of experience and I showed him I could take it. And I did. I took it. And I enjoyed it. I slunk back to my room.

There ware some things that you are born with, and to me it is pleasing a man. Letting him know that I am there to please him. You are there to please, you are born to please, its as much a part of you as being tall or short, or having brown hair. Please a man, and you will get along. But always remember, we are there to please, it's in our makeup and that's what's going to make you feel good. I am gay, if that is what it's all about. I was born this way.