I Love Him But...

I love my husband but honestly he has a small dick. It was ok when he was young because he is super hot in a rugged manly way that made me wet all the time. He also use to take much more care in eating me out and pleasing me with toys and other ways. The fuck part was mostly about him and I got mine normally before and often after too. He is also a great man, who works hard, loves his family and is supportive of me.

After a few years of marriage, he still looks good, but is kinda gaining weight and in not trying as hard to please me in bed. I honestly have not climaxed with him in over a year but he certainly has got to fuck me and gets off plenty. It's been frustrating for me because I love him but want to feel him in me, but even when I am on top a barely feel it and normally just fake if for him. I guess with work, kids and life, he just doesn't have the time to put in the effort with his mouth and toys any more. I know he loves me but I just got tired of doing the job alone with my viberator.

Dropping the kids off at school is how I met Jeff. He is a soon to be single dad going through a divorce. It started out as several of us getting coffee but it end up being me and Jeff having coffee at his place. And well... you know... he asked to fucked me and i was so desperate for good sex I was kind of waiting for him to make his move.

Omg Jeff has a real man shlong! His dick is not massive but next to my husbands tiny winy I'll take his 7 inches any fucking day. He is not a great lover, and not as good as my husband was when we where young. But he has a dick that at least I feel in me and if I ride it I know I am gonna cum if he tries of not. I am fucking him 3 or 4 times a week. We drop the kids off, and then I walk back to his apartment and fuck him before we go on with our day.

He use to use condoms but I needed to feel the big dick explode in me so now he cums in me. I actually secretly went back on the pill because i honestly would not know who was the father, my husband or Jeff if I got pregnant.

I know it is cheating, but since my husband's sex pretty much does nothing for me, it's not like I slowed down because of this. My husband still gets what he always gets, the only difference is I get mine too, and I am a much more loving and chill wife than before.