I Have No Regrets

I'm in a sexual relationship with my cousin and now im in love with him.my cousin has always been there for me and has never asked for anything in return,he found out he was seriously ill and a week before he had surgery we was together at my home.we was chatting away and i asked him is he scared and he said he was and said he needed to say something to me just in case he doesn't get a chance,I wasn't expecting him to tell me he has always thought i was gorgeous and he truly meant every word.He was so lovely and i said to him when i got up to follow me and held his hand and we went upstairs.kissing i sat on my bed and pulled down his pants and was face to face with a massive hard cock.I wasn't prepared to see that it took me by surprise.we eventually got down to having sex and it was wild the moment his cock was in me it took my breath away i ended up face down into my pillow screaming as my cousin hammered me from behind.even after he was making sure i was okay i told him to shut up i loved it and went down on him cleaning his cock and sucked him off taking a mouthful off cum.I had to quickly get off to get my little girl from school.what was meant to be a one off i asked him to come back the next day where we continued where we left it.three days after he had surgery i turned up at the hospital without underwear on and fucked him in bed,we did get interrupted by his nurse who knew what we was doing and all she said was be gentle with him and left us to it.I had to walk past that nurse when i left and she didn't have a clue we're related and for a while now i been thinking about asking him to move in with me but if he said no there's a chance it could end are time together.