Slow Path To My Sexual Awakening

I grew up in the rural part of my state in a city of 50 thousand. For no reason I never dated growing up we mostly just hung around as a group. I went to the local two year college to get my LVN and got a job at our local hospital. Still a virgin. I admit I wasn't interested.

I won a prize in a fund raising raffle to go to Disney World, I went with a friend from work. The first time I traveled out of state. At the hotel we shared a room with two beds. After getting ready for bed she got in my bed with me telling me she was cold. She started asking me questions about me having sex, whether I was really a virgin, if I had ever sucked a dick.

That's when she told me she never had, she had only 'eaten' pussy and did I want to try. She started kissing me, putting her hand under my top feeling up my boobs, pushing her hand down my pants. It all felt good, I liked being kissed and let her continue asking her to be gentle with me. She performed oral sex on me and I responded with an orgasm which made her happy. We slept together that night.

She was a closet lesbian who had some experience and we spent the four nights in bed together and she encouraged me to eat her too. This was my first real live sex experience and even though I had emotional reservations I participated in all the sex we did.

Ten years later I had returned to college, earned a business degree and was working in the Dallas area for a financial company. I stayed on the sidelines mostly when it came to sex with only short involvements with a woman here and there. Then at a party for a friends 35th birthday I was pulled into a three way by her and her boyfriend and I had sex with a man for the first time. That was before the pandemic, I've remained in the three party relationship, preferring to first have sex with him followed by sex with her. He usually leaves the bed after he's satisfied because we prefer to sleep alone together.

Certainly I'm bi and so us she, but we have a strong lesbian connection. For so long I had trouble waking up to sex. I guess I needed him to kick start the engine. Post coital sex with her is the very best sex, whether he starts with her or me. All that matters really is that we end up sleeping together, can't really say I like sleeping with a man.