Out Of Town

Divorced but still live with the ex, even have sex once or twice a week. On the west coast in SFO and intentionally went looking to go to a gay club. I let a 40 something man in a suit buy me drinks, take me to dinner and back at his place let him fuck me. I've had a few bi experiences, but have always been the top, I got sucked and I fucked, I did suck on three cocks but not till they came, I did get two of those off with my hand. But those early bi experiences were always just super horny, high and wanting any kind of relief.

My meds have made it increasingly difficult to get an erection, so for the first time last night I got fucked. He was slow, and used a ton of lube. Fortunately, after he was done, he showed me a negative std test taken only two days before. I say fortunately, because though I was begging him at the end to pull out he pushed in and I felt every shot of his cum penetrating several more inches up my ass, from his thick 7 inches which was pushed all the way into me. I spent the night, got fucked once more, and even sucked him this morning to send him on his way for the day.

He wants to meet again late this afternoon and I'm going to do it. I know I'll be sucking and getting fucked more, and I want it. I have a very empty feeling that I never experienced before I got fucked. Now that I know what it feels like to have my ass full, I want more and more of it.