I Want To Jerk Off With Another Guy.

I am married and have never had a sexual encounter of any kind with another guy. I dont have any desires to touch or suck another guy either. Lately though I have been getting a weird fetish desire to watch porn and jerk off with another guy. I think porn has given me a huge cum fetish and my wife has always let me cum whereever I want. giving her facials, or cumming in her mouth just isnt scratching the itch like it used to.

I don't want to cheat on my wife, and I feel like this would be less of cheating, but the strange desire ive had lately is to jerk off with another guy and we cum on eachothers dicks. no contact between them or anything, but there would just be a nice big old mess of cum both on me and i will get to put one on someone else.