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Gay Stories
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Bi-Sexual Male / 39
Dry Spell
I used to have kind of a lot of sex with men. By that I mean men would have sex with me. I almost never was on top and even when I was I didn't finish.
When I was a teenager I used to meet guys in Yahoo chat rooms. It didn't usually go anywhere, most guys just wanted to fantasize about banging a 14 year old (I was 14 for a good 3 years), but every once in a while someone would be serious. It was usually just 30 seconds of some gross older guy pumping away at my mouth or ass, and every time I would swear I would never do it again, but it got me used to it.
When I moved into my own place it happened to be right by a popular cruising spot. At the time I didn't even know what a cruising spot was and really did just like taking late night walks in secluded areas. I would sometimes a man with his back to a tree with another man trying to suck snake venom out of their penis. Rarely I would see a man hugging a tree with another man performing the heimlich maneuver on him with his penis inserted for some reason. After a few times seeing these things I still liked taking those walks but would bring condoms just in case it was me. Sometimes it was.
Sometimes they even let me put the condoms on them first. Sometimes they didn't bother asking. I was probably the youngest person I ever saw there and they got a little over excited. Sometimes I wouldn't fight it. Sometimes I got away. A couple times I couldn't. It wasn't violent, they were just really pushy and I felt like going with it was easier even though I didn't want to.
Even with the bad experiences I would go there a couple times a month and as long as I wasn't too picky there was usually something going on. I didn't stop until cops started going around (side story, I didn't know they were patroling until after finishing a guy off. He just kind of mentioned as he was zipping up that there have been cops around lately).
After that there was a pretty long dry spell until I moved and discovered craigslist. It almost never worked but a few regular things came out of it. There were a couple times where I stopped hooking up because I was bored mored than scared or disgusted with myself.
Since craigslist went away I have had a grand total of one hookup. I spent almost 20 minutes with my lips wrapped around his member and he didn't even finish. Didn't want to change holes either.
That was over two years ago. I thought for a while that without easy access I wasn't interested anymore but over the last few months it's been all I think about. I've been reliving those experiences so much that typing this out, even though there were no details, has me almost ready to blow.
I was kind of glad I can't just go out and get fucked without putting in much effort but I've been so frustrated lately and sometimes I can't even get myself to cum so i spend days pent up.
When I was a teenager I used to meet guys in Yahoo chat rooms. It didn't usually go anywhere, most guys just wanted to fantasize about banging a 14 year old (I was 14 for a good 3 years), but every once in a while someone would be serious. It was usually just 30 seconds of some gross older guy pumping away at my mouth or ass, and every time I would swear I would never do it again, but it got me used to it.
When I moved into my own place it happened to be right by a popular cruising spot. At the time I didn't even know what a cruising spot was and really did just like taking late night walks in secluded areas. I would sometimes a man with his back to a tree with another man trying to suck snake venom out of their penis. Rarely I would see a man hugging a tree with another man performing the heimlich maneuver on him with his penis inserted for some reason. After a few times seeing these things I still liked taking those walks but would bring condoms just in case it was me. Sometimes it was.
Sometimes they even let me put the condoms on them first. Sometimes they didn't bother asking. I was probably the youngest person I ever saw there and they got a little over excited. Sometimes I wouldn't fight it. Sometimes I got away. A couple times I couldn't. It wasn't violent, they were just really pushy and I felt like going with it was easier even though I didn't want to.
Even with the bad experiences I would go there a couple times a month and as long as I wasn't too picky there was usually something going on. I didn't stop until cops started going around (side story, I didn't know they were patroling until after finishing a guy off. He just kind of mentioned as he was zipping up that there have been cops around lately).
After that there was a pretty long dry spell until I moved and discovered craigslist. It almost never worked but a few regular things came out of it. There were a couple times where I stopped hooking up because I was bored mored than scared or disgusted with myself.
Since craigslist went away I have had a grand total of one hookup. I spent almost 20 minutes with my lips wrapped around his member and he didn't even finish. Didn't want to change holes either.
That was over two years ago. I thought for a while that without easy access I wasn't interested anymore but over the last few months it's been all I think about. I've been reliving those experiences so much that typing this out, even though there were no details, has me almost ready to blow.
I was kind of glad I can't just go out and get fucked without putting in much effort but I've been so frustrated lately and sometimes I can't even get myself to cum so i spend days pent up.
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