I Guess I Am A Cheater Now.

This isn't supposed to happen to women like me. I know men do this on business trips but I can't believe I did. It still feels like it was a dream. This can't be my life but it is.
I was at a conference on marketing and some guy 10 years or more younger kept chatting me up. I thought he was trying to a sell me something.
I mean I am almost forty and only average to start with and now I have visble pounds I never lost after child birth.
I am not unhappy at with my husband but this guy was so cute, youthful, funny, kept buying me wine, flattering me. The wine helped but it was all the attention he poured on me that got me. He was so into me and I am so below average.
I have no excuse but I went to his room for more wine and one thing lead to another... he kissed so well, and begged me to let him go down on me. He orgasmed me and I suck and fucked him to several thank you orgasms. And did the walk of shame back to my room early in the morning.
When I got back home I had lots less guilt then I thought I'd have. I snapped back to married life fine. If a guy like that hit on me again... it might not require that much wine.