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Straight Female / 35
I Have A Chance Now And I Made Up Mind Not To Blow It
I am 35 now and I have three kids and I am a full time housekeeper and mother. I do work with volunteer activities both at my church and my children's school. At one time I was a very bad person, I have a record that my husband has worked very hard to expunge. Between the ages of thirteen until I met my husband at 27 I was every kind of bad, arrested and booked for felony charges but served home confinement and social work.
You can turn a new leaf. I'm proof of that, but you cannot do it alone. In my case I needed a strong man to set me strait and keep me on the narrow path. I hated him at first, hate with a capital H. I got my share of head dunkings in the toilet and a strap across the ass. Tough love and corporal punishment. The only thing that worked was giving me something to live for, getting me pregnant.
With the baby in me I changed, the ultrasound of the baby, the heart beat were all too real and I just stopped being an ass and started to do what I was told and behave myself and I got released from home confinement to probation. My 'husband', he is not really my husband but I call him that because I have his babies and I live in his house with him, my husband was very hard on me until I did what I was told.
It's not for everyone, getting a strap across your ass is humiliating not to mention painful. More humiliating is having your head dunked in the toilet, but sometimes humiliation is what you need. That and a man who can get the message across. I live now like some middle class housewife with her kids at the bus stop, if only these mother's knew me when I was in 'alternative' school and a child prostitute.
So I'm going to say it even if the counselors and social workers get mad, growing up I never had a man to set me straight, I had to wait until I was grown up and in home confinement for the man to come along and set me straight. My children have a father who maintains order in his house and I am totally ok with that. I don't like being treated like a child, but I know that a man has to do that to keep order and discipline so I keep my mouth shut and do as I'm told. I have to set the example for my children. I wish I had a father growing up.
You can turn a new leaf. I'm proof of that, but you cannot do it alone. In my case I needed a strong man to set me strait and keep me on the narrow path. I hated him at first, hate with a capital H. I got my share of head dunkings in the toilet and a strap across the ass. Tough love and corporal punishment. The only thing that worked was giving me something to live for, getting me pregnant.
With the baby in me I changed, the ultrasound of the baby, the heart beat were all too real and I just stopped being an ass and started to do what I was told and behave myself and I got released from home confinement to probation. My 'husband', he is not really my husband but I call him that because I have his babies and I live in his house with him, my husband was very hard on me until I did what I was told.
It's not for everyone, getting a strap across your ass is humiliating not to mention painful. More humiliating is having your head dunked in the toilet, but sometimes humiliation is what you need. That and a man who can get the message across. I live now like some middle class housewife with her kids at the bus stop, if only these mother's knew me when I was in 'alternative' school and a child prostitute.
So I'm going to say it even if the counselors and social workers get mad, growing up I never had a man to set me straight, I had to wait until I was grown up and in home confinement for the man to come along and set me straight. My children have a father who maintains order in his house and I am totally ok with that. I don't like being treated like a child, but I know that a man has to do that to keep order and discipline so I keep my mouth shut and do as I'm told. I have to set the example for my children. I wish I had a father growing up.
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