Curious As Hell. Help.

Bi-curious is likely a better title for me than bi. Idk.
I grew up in super conservative family, in a super conservative state, and married a super conservative man. I've had my first kid and he has started school and I have a lot of time suddenly on my hands and as I am getting close to 30 I am wondering what I might missed out on because of the stoopid conservative values I was forced fed.
Recently, I've got really hooked on lesbian porn. The more amateur or homemade the better because it make me imagine what real sex with a woman would really be like.
I hate that my husband and one other bf is all I've known. Doesn't everyone at least try girl now? I mean in high school and college when I should have tried I was all homophobic but that was my upbringing not me.
Now watching an average amateur woman on my screen eat out another sends not orgasm land so hard.
How, how do I find a woman to experiment with in a red state that won't out me or care I am married?
Anyone please help.
Just just need to try it to know for sure. I have no idea how the community works or if I'd be accepted. And I need to do this on the down low.
Help.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Mar 10, 2022 at 3:05 PM

Curiosity killed the cat.

OK, so you want to try it with another girl. First be aware that once you try it you will always want it. It never goes away. It is possible that once you try it with another girl you will not want a man again. It is also possible that once you try it with another girl you will want her with your husband.

As to trying it with another girl. It will not be like you see in the porn videos. Her pussy will not look like it does in the porn pictures. Neither does yours. There's a reason why men fuck in the dark, pussies are just not that pretty, they are in fact pretty gross.

There is nothing that will stay in your nose like the smell of hot pussy. Once you smell it you will want it for the rest of your life. This is the way nature ensures that a man keeps the woman. The same thing happens between women. Once her smell is in your nose it will never go away. So be prepared. If I were you I would tell your husband before hand and invite her to join with your husband, she can be the younger wife, or the other wife, or the wife on the side. Eat her slowly and completely. Eat her for her enjoyment. Eat her to show her that you want her. If you want, while you are down there lift her legs and lick her anus. It tastes sort of bitter and dirty but it will make you want her more. And she will like you licking her anus. Hint, shower first and make sure you wash her butt and crack and her pussy real well. Do the same for your pussy and your ass crack and anus in case she wants to return the favor.

Now, tits. For some reason women really like tits. You will want to play with her tits and have her play with your tits. Suckle, don't suck. Have a tit to tit moment or two. Women like having their tits pressed by another set of tits. Rub your nipples together. Pay lots of attention to her tits.

I hope you find what you are looking for, but pay attention. Invite her into your bed with your husband and let him finish her off.

I am 53 and I first tried another girl while I was in college, that's over 30 years ago. The girl I tried it with never spoke to me again. Later, in my mid thirties I found a girl who was willing to get in bed with me and my husband as I was married by then. I let him fuck her first and get his needs out of the way. She sleeps in the same bed with us and has for 18 years. As older women we make love together, it is something that you cannot explain unless you experience it. Make love with her, your husband can fuck her, but you make love with her. Not to her, With her.

My name is Alice, I live in Oregon and my husband and I own a bed and breakfast now.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Mar 10, 2022 at 4:08 PM

OMG Alice

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Mar 10, 2022 at 11:07 PM

Talk to your husband about a threesome. Or at least about your desires

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Mar 11, 2022 at 4:06 AM

My husband is a conservative homophobe. This has a be a cheat.

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