Coming Out Now, It's Been A Long Time Coming, No Pun Intended

As both retired and divorced I've been able to spread my wings and embraced my female side. Over the many years from high school, college, marriage, and divorce escaping for a little cock time was always in the cards. But now, it can be my only focus, women be damned. No offense, it's about indulging my female side and other females don't make the cut.

Starting back in my fifties I joined a couple of gay dating sites for seniors, men my age. These sites provided an escape, but I wasn't interested in a relationship and many men were. One night stands were not usually in the cards. I had equal luck in the hotel bar. But now I could see myself being the weaker sex to a dominant man. No BDSM, dominant as the one in charge.

I was trolling around one afternoon, clicking on this profile here and there and I tripped across Bob, from Costa Mesa down the road. His calling card was a beautiful penis picture, well formed, cut of course, my kind of guy. Profile wise, single lost his partner, traveled having been in sales, zip code a well to do part of town. Worth a shout out so I did. He answered, we exchanged emails, a couple of face pictures, his eyes said it all.

We've been seeing each other, he is definitely the male here and his testosterone smile said it all. I am enjoying being the partner, my feminine side in full bloom. A lifetime of pretending, to being able to let my hair down. The sex is good, better than good, he has that under control. I love the more passive role, pleasing him, and I just can't get enough of that penis. So here I am, declaring myself gay.