I Really Like Being A Girl

Sometime during college I became more and more self conscious of being a girl. Sounds crazy, but it's true. I cut my hair, wore boy clothes, mostly I could fake it if you thought of slight framed boys with no facial hair. Never crossed my mind there were men who like that type of girl.

I worked part time in the library. In the dark back halls I was a freshman boy, but in the front no one was fooled, except me. One evening I was assigned to put books back on the shelf in the science shelves on the fifth floor.

A man, when you are in college anyone older not dressed like a college kid is a man, this man said hi. He asked if I was dressed for Halloween. I ignored him but he followed me. "Cute butt". I kept walking. "Nice butt". I walked away. "Nothing like a cute girl with a tight little ass". I turned and told him to fuck off, middle finger out. "I'd rather fuck you".

This man stood there and looked at me, the look of a rabid dog foaming at the mouth. "I'd probably start by fucking your cute little ass and finish you off over the kitchen table". It was only then that I started to worry.

I turned and walked to the elevator. He followed. He followed me into the elevator. I braced myself. "How about it, you have a real nice ass". I said no. I might as well have said yes. In the lobby "what's your number?". I gave him my number. Don't as why. He called, asked me out, I wore my most girly dress, my pearl neckless and pearl studs, I put on makeup and heels. I was a girl again. We went to an outdoor music performance, dinner and walking across campus "well, how about it?".

"All right". And I invited him in.