Straight Female / 20
My Bf Shared Me And Now I'm Confused.
Until recently my sex life has been extremely “vanilla” but my current bf is anything but vanilla and so I have been reading sites like this trying to expand the more kinky side which it turns out i like. Yet, something is happening in my sex life that I am very unsure about. I’d like to know if I am just a prude or if this is ok?
I am a cute 20-year-old. I’d say I am average but kinda tiny, thin, 5’1, 120 pounds. My Jason is way above average, and a college athlete, and a catch all the girls wanted so I was smitten he sought me out.
Sex with him blows my mind! He is better than any bf I have ever had and omg can he eat pussy! But when we got to intercourse he literally pounded the hell out of my tiny pussy lol! And to my surprise it made me cum my brains out!!! Basically, he likes it rough and kinky and I am more than fine with that because it gets me off in ways I’d never dreamed. He is big and strong and he can lift me and literally fuck me while holding me in the air, it’s so hot. He likes me to wear a ponytail so he can pull my hair in during doggy. He talks to me so dirty during sex ands the way he says them both shock me and melt me all at once. He dick slaps and cums in my face, hand slaps my boobies, ass, even pussy, and more. His most recently he made a "game" he calls “cum denial”. Where no matter how horny I get he tests me to see if I’ll hold it in until he orders me to cum. He says in need to learn to cum on demand for him.
Don’t get me wrong, I am down with all of that and more. And I am trying to learn to catch up reading about what other couples do. He knows I am “vanilla” and we talk about it, he teases me but says it will be his new job to keep pushing my limits. I do love him and I love what he does to me, and I really want to please him. It actually makes me feel good when I know I pleased him in bed. I am though confused…. He shared me with a friend, and with no warning, and it was very awkward for me.
Jason had Matt over just to play videogames. Jason also knows, because I told him, Matt and I use to talk, before I dated Jason, Matt and I made out but it never got past “first base”. I told Jason all this when we started dating because I knew they were friends and I didn’t want it awkward. So it was beyond odd that Jason invited Matt to chill with us late and night and we were all chugging back beers much too fast for a Wednesday night. But it was not weird at all that Jason was affectionate with me in front of Matt. Jason does the same in public making out with me, rubbing my boob or crotch when knows one is looking cuz he likes to get me good and horny so we can fuck as soon as we are alone. I know I was a little buzzed but it got beyond normal public make out when he undid my bra under my top removing it and unbuttoned my pants.
I kept whisper to him, “what are you doing?” and he just giggled and said, “being a bad boy like you like me to be.”
But I was in shock when his hand was inside my panties rubbing my bare pussy wet and Matt was just sitting there drinking a beer watching this happen to me.
I was getting horny superfast and I always do with him but I was still protesting, “let’s go to the bedroom baby and do this right.”
“We are doing it right. It’s ok Matt needs to finish his beer and then I’ll give him a ride home.” He said like it was literally no big deal he was masturbating me in front of a friend who clearly watching and enjoying it.
When I went to protest again, but all that came out was a moan, and he keep whispering in my ear things like, “You’re going to cum. Right here. In front of him. Show him. Show him how you have learned to obey me. Show him you’re not the good girl everyone thinks you are. Show him you’re a little slut girl. Just let it happen. Let go. I got you. You are safe with me.” OMG those words made my head spin!
He held me tight but lovingly. I was in his lap and he hugged me from behind and fingered my clit then one the other hand started pulling me t-shirt over my head and off exposing my bare boobs to Matt and I saw Matt gawking at them and rubbing his dick through his pants.
I was lost, “I gonna cum…” I cried.
“Not yet,” he ordered
“Oh OMG Jason I really need to cum…soon please sir.” and I fought it back.
The next thing I felt was he was pulling my pants off and I was totally nude and he lifted me and sat me of his dick and just like that I was fucking Jason reverse cowgirl in the arm chair where we had just been sitting. I looked up in pure bliss only to find Matt siting right in front me with his dick out jerking off watching get fucked like I was a live porn show just for him.
“Can I cum!” I pleaded.
“Not yet, I’ll tell you when."
"But i really need to .... this is too much." I pleaded looking right at Matt eyes as her was jerking off hard to me being fucked like a slut in front of him. It was so wrong but it made me so horny.
"Not yet! You need to prove to me you earned your slut title with me.” He said is such a sexy voice that was not helping because I truly felt like a slut in this situation and it turned me on being watched while I got fucked. I kinda secretly wanted to see Matt cum watching me.
“OMG Jason… I don’t know how much longer…”
I looked up again, and now Matt was in front of me with his dick right by my face. It was clear what they both expected me to do. I kinda froze and Jason was actively pushing my head toward Matts dick. I could not believe I was expected to do that and that this was actually happening!!! i was fucking my bf and he was trying to push my head on his buddied dick. This was too wild for me.
I looked back at Jason, “Do you really want this? Do I have to suck it?”
He kept lifting me and pounding me on his dick, “No. You don’t have too” he said between long hard thrusts, “You decide. It's ok to say no... if you want to wait longer to cum. But if want to cum without waiting longer…your free to cum the second his dick is in your mouth. Otherwise you can't cum until he does.”
Nothing more needed to be said I turned and gobbled Matts dick like I was starving death. I opened my mouth and in one gulp did it as trained. I went all the way down his length to the base. I heard Matt moan and tell Jason “Your right, she is a great little cocksucking slut”
“Oh my gwd…”I screamed and cummed so hard I almost fell off the chair.
Then they had me bend over the couch, I guess its what you call “spit-roasting” me? And Jason was fucking me so hard it literally made gag all over Matt’s dick. In no time I was cumming yet again.
I honestly, think I could have been ok with all of this, had Matt popped in my mouth and it stopped there. I get it, it’s a sex game, make so horny I loose all control and see how far I’ll go. I knew Jason wanted to push me. This was a lot to process but I think I could deal with this much had we stopped.
We didn’t stop. I heard Jason tell Matt, “Put a condom on, I need to make sure she is protected.” And they started to switch places.
In my head, this was a line once crossed I could not take back. Fucking another guy is way more insane than giving a friend some head. It was a breaking line for me. So I stood up and went the arm chair alone and sat down. Matt looked pissed.
“Hey, I can still make Matt cum… I’ll suck him good for you.” I suggested to Jason.
It was suddenly quiet for a long minute.
“Baby girl, you know I’ll make it safe. I won’t let anything we do hurt you, promise.” Jason said not as an order but tenderly and I did believe him.
“Jason, I love you, but this is a fucking big ask! This a lot to expect! I am afraid you will hate me after its over and it’s no longer a game.”
“I could never hate you. I love you, silly” It was the first time he ever told me that he love me point blank, I almost shed a tear.
He motioned me to get up and he was so tender. And then he said my words I said early back to me, “let’s go to the bedroom baby and do this right.”
He took me to the bedroom like it was are first time, kissing me all the way. Telling me it was ok, we both knew nothing could break this. He laid me on the edge his bed and keep whispering “it’s ok” and making out with me. I was stroking his cock as he confessed his love to me between kisses. He spread my legs, and I felt a cock go in me but I knew it was not his because I was jerking him off while he made out with me. Jason’s cock in my hand, Matt’s was in my c**t, I felt like such a whore, I was not sure how Jason would ever respect me again.
Matt fucked me. Jason made love to me. I am not gonna lie, knowing another man was fucking me while my bf made out with me and whispered how much he loved me for doing this was the best fucking sex I have ever had! I have no words to tell you what level of horniness I reached doing that. I was off the scale. All three of us cummed almost together.
Here is the thing, after it was all over Jason did not look down on me at all. He was impressed I let it happen, he adores me for it and honestly I loved the sex. It blew my mind… but he wants me to do it more. And with different friends. I loved it but… this is not normal right?
I am super worried if we get in a fight he’ll throw this in my face or one day accuse me of cheating. He tells me I am not trusting his love enough, and this is not cheating, we are doing it together and it loves watching me be fucked. He thinks I am crazy to turn it down because he is letting me have extra dick and he is not asking for nor wants extra pussy. He told me he loves me either way. And he is ok if a won’t but he thinks I’d be crazy not to let him give me extra dicks.
Is this too weird? Is this a normal thing. I am just being a prude? Anyone? Any thoughts? I help me understand.
I am a cute 20-year-old. I’d say I am average but kinda tiny, thin, 5’1, 120 pounds. My Jason is way above average, and a college athlete, and a catch all the girls wanted so I was smitten he sought me out.
Sex with him blows my mind! He is better than any bf I have ever had and omg can he eat pussy! But when we got to intercourse he literally pounded the hell out of my tiny pussy lol! And to my surprise it made me cum my brains out!!! Basically, he likes it rough and kinky and I am more than fine with that because it gets me off in ways I’d never dreamed. He is big and strong and he can lift me and literally fuck me while holding me in the air, it’s so hot. He likes me to wear a ponytail so he can pull my hair in during doggy. He talks to me so dirty during sex ands the way he says them both shock me and melt me all at once. He dick slaps and cums in my face, hand slaps my boobies, ass, even pussy, and more. His most recently he made a "game" he calls “cum denial”. Where no matter how horny I get he tests me to see if I’ll hold it in until he orders me to cum. He says in need to learn to cum on demand for him.
Don’t get me wrong, I am down with all of that and more. And I am trying to learn to catch up reading about what other couples do. He knows I am “vanilla” and we talk about it, he teases me but says it will be his new job to keep pushing my limits. I do love him and I love what he does to me, and I really want to please him. It actually makes me feel good when I know I pleased him in bed. I am though confused…. He shared me with a friend, and with no warning, and it was very awkward for me.
Jason had Matt over just to play videogames. Jason also knows, because I told him, Matt and I use to talk, before I dated Jason, Matt and I made out but it never got past “first base”. I told Jason all this when we started dating because I knew they were friends and I didn’t want it awkward. So it was beyond odd that Jason invited Matt to chill with us late and night and we were all chugging back beers much too fast for a Wednesday night. But it was not weird at all that Jason was affectionate with me in front of Matt. Jason does the same in public making out with me, rubbing my boob or crotch when knows one is looking cuz he likes to get me good and horny so we can fuck as soon as we are alone. I know I was a little buzzed but it got beyond normal public make out when he undid my bra under my top removing it and unbuttoned my pants.
I kept whisper to him, “what are you doing?” and he just giggled and said, “being a bad boy like you like me to be.”
But I was in shock when his hand was inside my panties rubbing my bare pussy wet and Matt was just sitting there drinking a beer watching this happen to me.
I was getting horny superfast and I always do with him but I was still protesting, “let’s go to the bedroom baby and do this right.”
“We are doing it right. It’s ok Matt needs to finish his beer and then I’ll give him a ride home.” He said like it was literally no big deal he was masturbating me in front of a friend who clearly watching and enjoying it.
When I went to protest again, but all that came out was a moan, and he keep whispering in my ear things like, “You’re going to cum. Right here. In front of him. Show him. Show him how you have learned to obey me. Show him you’re not the good girl everyone thinks you are. Show him you’re a little slut girl. Just let it happen. Let go. I got you. You are safe with me.” OMG those words made my head spin!
He held me tight but lovingly. I was in his lap and he hugged me from behind and fingered my clit then one the other hand started pulling me t-shirt over my head and off exposing my bare boobs to Matt and I saw Matt gawking at them and rubbing his dick through his pants.
I was lost, “I gonna cum…” I cried.
“Not yet,” he ordered
“Oh OMG Jason I really need to cum…soon please sir.” and I fought it back.
The next thing I felt was he was pulling my pants off and I was totally nude and he lifted me and sat me of his dick and just like that I was fucking Jason reverse cowgirl in the arm chair where we had just been sitting. I looked up in pure bliss only to find Matt siting right in front me with his dick out jerking off watching get fucked like I was a live porn show just for him.
“Can I cum!” I pleaded.
“Not yet, I’ll tell you when."
"But i really need to .... this is too much." I pleaded looking right at Matt eyes as her was jerking off hard to me being fucked like a slut in front of him. It was so wrong but it made me so horny.
"Not yet! You need to prove to me you earned your slut title with me.” He said is such a sexy voice that was not helping because I truly felt like a slut in this situation and it turned me on being watched while I got fucked. I kinda secretly wanted to see Matt cum watching me.
“OMG Jason… I don’t know how much longer…”
I looked up again, and now Matt was in front of me with his dick right by my face. It was clear what they both expected me to do. I kinda froze and Jason was actively pushing my head toward Matts dick. I could not believe I was expected to do that and that this was actually happening!!! i was fucking my bf and he was trying to push my head on his buddied dick. This was too wild for me.
I looked back at Jason, “Do you really want this? Do I have to suck it?”
He kept lifting me and pounding me on his dick, “No. You don’t have too” he said between long hard thrusts, “You decide. It's ok to say no... if you want to wait longer to cum. But if want to cum without waiting longer…your free to cum the second his dick is in your mouth. Otherwise you can't cum until he does.”
Nothing more needed to be said I turned and gobbled Matts dick like I was starving death. I opened my mouth and in one gulp did it as trained. I went all the way down his length to the base. I heard Matt moan and tell Jason “Your right, she is a great little cocksucking slut”
“Oh my gwd…”I screamed and cummed so hard I almost fell off the chair.
Then they had me bend over the couch, I guess its what you call “spit-roasting” me? And Jason was fucking me so hard it literally made gag all over Matt’s dick. In no time I was cumming yet again.
I honestly, think I could have been ok with all of this, had Matt popped in my mouth and it stopped there. I get it, it’s a sex game, make so horny I loose all control and see how far I’ll go. I knew Jason wanted to push me. This was a lot to process but I think I could deal with this much had we stopped.
We didn’t stop. I heard Jason tell Matt, “Put a condom on, I need to make sure she is protected.” And they started to switch places.
In my head, this was a line once crossed I could not take back. Fucking another guy is way more insane than giving a friend some head. It was a breaking line for me. So I stood up and went the arm chair alone and sat down. Matt looked pissed.
“Hey, I can still make Matt cum… I’ll suck him good for you.” I suggested to Jason.
It was suddenly quiet for a long minute.
“Baby girl, you know I’ll make it safe. I won’t let anything we do hurt you, promise.” Jason said not as an order but tenderly and I did believe him.
“Jason, I love you, but this is a fucking big ask! This a lot to expect! I am afraid you will hate me after its over and it’s no longer a game.”
“I could never hate you. I love you, silly” It was the first time he ever told me that he love me point blank, I almost shed a tear.
He motioned me to get up and he was so tender. And then he said my words I said early back to me, “let’s go to the bedroom baby and do this right.”
He took me to the bedroom like it was are first time, kissing me all the way. Telling me it was ok, we both knew nothing could break this. He laid me on the edge his bed and keep whispering “it’s ok” and making out with me. I was stroking his cock as he confessed his love to me between kisses. He spread my legs, and I felt a cock go in me but I knew it was not his because I was jerking him off while he made out with me. Jason’s cock in my hand, Matt’s was in my c**t, I felt like such a whore, I was not sure how Jason would ever respect me again.
Matt fucked me. Jason made love to me. I am not gonna lie, knowing another man was fucking me while my bf made out with me and whispered how much he loved me for doing this was the best fucking sex I have ever had! I have no words to tell you what level of horniness I reached doing that. I was off the scale. All three of us cummed almost together.
Here is the thing, after it was all over Jason did not look down on me at all. He was impressed I let it happen, he adores me for it and honestly I loved the sex. It blew my mind… but he wants me to do it more. And with different friends. I loved it but… this is not normal right?
I am super worried if we get in a fight he’ll throw this in my face or one day accuse me of cheating. He tells me I am not trusting his love enough, and this is not cheating, we are doing it together and it loves watching me be fucked. He thinks I am crazy to turn it down because he is letting me have extra dick and he is not asking for nor wants extra pussy. He told me he loves me either way. And he is ok if a won’t but he thinks I’d be crazy not to let him give me extra dicks.
Is this too weird? Is this a normal thing. I am just being a prude? Anyone? Any thoughts? I help me understand.
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