I'm Running Out Of Time

I like dressing up and going out. I like dancing. I like to cook, whether it's for a date or friends. I can play the dutiful girlfriend. But I'm not a pushover. And that's why I think I can't land a man.

I tried the lesbian route, nice girl, homebody, wants children. I got dates, I had a couple of short term relationships. But I couldn't land a partner.

I can get laid, no problem. But making it stick is a different story. I'm 37 now. I'm the younger woman to a 54 year old man. I want a baby, my own baby from my womb. He's supportive but doesn't want to be in his 70s when his child graduates from high school. I can't take the risk with an anonymous donor.

At this point I understand that my luck is going to be with an older financially secure man. I don't care that he's 54, I'm not looking forward to ED, but it's part of it. At that time I won't be able to conceive, so fair's fair. How do I convince him? That's my focus right now.