totally agree … sometimes I need a damn good wank in the morning .. just to relieve testosterone levels before I can even concentrate on my job … Or in the walking round the office with a massive boner all day not even for one particular person it’s just there ..
I only masturbated until I was 35. I was very inventive and had played out all scenarios imaginable. I enjoyed penetration porn, and focused on the penis in the vagina. I never cared what the penis owner looked like, although I only liked small girls being ravished against their will. Until one day, on a Thursday night, a man surprise me when I came home from the grocery store. I would take up a couple of bags and return to the car for the rest, and he snuck into my apartment while I was getting the second set of groceries. He caught me in my room, he was rough, I got slapped hard on the face and on the thigh. He ate me with my panties on holding my wrists so I couldn't hit him, When he pulled my panties off and he stared down into my open pussy I came spontaneously. He got his pants off and finished his mission. He got up and I watched him without moving. Watched him pull his pants up. Watched his penis disappear into his white briefs. Watched him comb his hair with his hand. I didn't close my legs, I watched him leave and I lay there with my legs still open. I didn't bathe that night or the next day. I masturbated again a day later, still dirty from his penis and his memories still inside of me. I have never washed the panties. I masturbate to him often and I can almost always orgasm. Sometimes I leave the curtains open and lay on my bed with my legs open reliving the moment. I can mentally achieve orgasm and I can 'feel' him.
