- My Cheating Heart -

Straight Female / 21

I Want To Cheat On My Husband Already.

I spent my all my dating life trying to find a guy who would love me and never cheat and I never considered I might me the cheating one in my relationship. I love my husband and I know this is wrong. We are only 8 months newly weds and I am bored in bed, feel sexually trapped, and am dreaming of stepping out on him.

I do 't know what is wrong with me and as soon as we were married and back from the honeymoon and settled in to married life and routines I got so bored in bed. Sex with him has fo flare and is just part of regular life now. It's not bad sex, it's just not great and thrilling or fun sex. We were never routined and predictable like this when dating. It's not about love, i love this guy to death. I am in love with him and know he loves me. But i am just 8 months in and craving sexual attention from other men. I don't want affair, my husband is emotionally there for me but sex is so boring and routine suddenly, I miss the thrill o f someone new, unknown, and not a work, life, sex schedule.

I want to be fucked by someone who i don't know how they will touch me, how they will position me, or what they will ask me to do to them. Will they take me rough and hard, or slow and sensual? Will they beg to creampie me or make me swallow it? I miss not knowing. I miss the excitement!!!

If i miss that so much at month 8 how will i last years and decades like this? I spent my whole life trying to find a guy who would love me forever and never cheat on me and never considered I might me the cheating one in my relationship. I literally never thought I'd be where I am. I am married to a man i love yet i keep thinking of sex with guys i'd never even noticed before. Suddenly I am the bad person. And the thing is I am really attractive and i get hit on all the time and even propositioned. I am going to break. I am going to break and soon. I am barely holding not to staying faithful. I feel so bad because I do love him... i just can't hold on much longer. I feel it coming... the right hot guy will eventual hit on me and i will ... I fantasize about giving in to an advance .... meeting up in a motel, hooking up at some guys house...just letting it happen.

Maybe I married too young. I don't want to loose him, leave him, or ever divorce him but i do very much want to cheat and likely will.

Is it normal to have it this bad, this early in?

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# 57423 - by Mandy / March 21, 2022

Comments

by Anonymous on Mar 21, 2022 at 5:00 AM

Sounds like you're on your way to destination " SLUT".

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by Anonymous on Mar 21, 2022 at 5:09 AM

I suggest you talk to your husband. Spice things up do things out of the ordinary with your husband. You never know your husband might enjoy sharing you with another man. Wish you lots of luck.

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by Anonymous on Mar 21, 2022 at 5:45 AM

You did marry too young; obviously you are very immature. Your marriage is doomed, I feel sorry for your husband.

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by Kiernan on Mar 21, 2022 at 5:57 AM

You need to grow up before you throw your life away.
If your sex life needs more of something, tell your husband something more or different he can do. One thing. Start there.

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by Anonymous on Mar 21, 2022 at 6:25 AM

As a BBC bored married housewives who cheat are my wheel house. Bored wives eslbggilooking to try something new and exciting it literally the key way I get fucked. I say give I to it and often lol.

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by MadelineforU on Mar 21, 2022 at 7:29 AM

I love that you want to cheat and I think you should do it. You'll become addicted in no time. There is such a thrill in cheating and the more forbidden it is, the more thrilling you'll find it. If you can cheat on him with another married man, you're doubling your cheating fun. Cheat on him with a man who is a friend of his, it's even better. Cheat on him in your own bed and then have sex with hubby later and make him lick your pussy, even better.

You'll feel guilty at first, but you'll get through that and come to know a pleasure few others dare to have.

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by Anonymous on Mar 21, 2022 at 7:40 AM

I think you need to reevaluate why you were attracted to your husband in the first place… sex is about so many more things than just sex … don’t make the mistake of having children with somebody you don’t feel a desire to stay with mentally emotionally and sexually…. you might as well cheat and lit him find out sooner and reset the path of your life to where you really want to be.. Bentley 10 20 30 40 50 years In a marriage you’re staying in for children .. if you’re not having fun what are you doing it for

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by Anonymous on Mar 21, 2022 at 8:17 AM

I think it's hot, I always tell my wife i want her to cheat on me haha. Maybe talk to your husband, maybe you can become a hotwife.

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by Anonymous on Mar 21, 2022 at 8:19 AM

You are wanting what you should no longer be having, its natural, everyone is that way. Dont trash your marriage, communication is the key. As others have said, talk to your husband, be open and expilicit about what you are missing and wanting. Is he tired from working? Are there other outside reasons he might not be giving you more? And be creative, sexy lingerie, toys, dirty talk, etc. You are too young to throw your marriage away so quickly. Good luck.

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by Timberman99 on Mar 21, 2022 at 10:24 AM

First off, you married very young and obviously don’t yet have the emotional maturity level to be in a committee relationship.
Talk to your husband! Communication is the key to a long and happy marriage. Tell him how you aren’t feeling satisfied and discuss both of your feelings to get to the root of your problem. Maybe he is under a lot of stress or maybe he’s starting to think about stepping out on you because he may be bored too. Role play, act out fantasies, start exploring alt lifestyles….. there are so many options if you are just willing to open up to him instead of becoming the town slut.

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by Anonymous on Mar 21, 2022 at 8:56 PM

I was LOT like you, Mandy. When I broke and cheated on my newlywed husband, I felt really bad and guilty about it and instead of going back to being Susie Homemaker, I went way too far the bad way. I had affairs with my ex-boyfriends, neighbors, our landlord, my co-workers and even some of my friends or their husbands. I was a sex monster, but I couldn't help it.

During this time, to feel better about myself, I started bugging my husband for his fantasies and we started doing them. He took naughty pictures of me and we made sex tapes but he wasn't nearly as kinky or as daring as I was craving for him to be. We tried tie-up games and things and even went nude boating.

We went to a nude beach and while he was content for us to just lay out naked and be seen I was craving sex on the beach. Near the end I went for a walk down the beach and ended up hooking up with a guy hitting on me. Our antics drew a crowd and I ended up getting the only gang bang of my life. It was the first time I got truly boned-my-brains-out and actually even enjoyed anal. Once I recovered, I cleaned up with a dip in the ocean. It was the best sex I've ever had. He was pissed I had been gone so long but never suspected anything bad.

By the time my husband asked for a threesome I was totally ready for them. I had done enough threesomes for my friends and their men that they HAD to come through. What I didn't expect was how much I'd LOVE to share my husband bed my friends. OMG! Threesomes is the cure. Threesomes will save and fix your marriage

by Anonymous on Mar 23, 2022 at 9:52 AM

It's not that you married too young, it's that you were too promiscuous before you were married. Now you are programmed to only get off if sex is naughty. That's why sex with your husband is not getting you off. You need to deprogram and reprogram, and that's not easy.

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