Buttslut Overused

I'm away in a big city going to college for the last two years. I come from a mid sized town but things still spread around the gossip trail quickly. I let a boy have sex with me at bible camp two weeks after my 13th birthday. I loved it and couldn't get enough of it. I'd been giving BJ's for over a year before that. I love cock and couldn't get enough, even though I thought it felt good I never orgasmed but didn't know what that really was at the time. At 15 a boy insisted that since I was already "well used" between my legs and my mouth, he should have my butt for anal sex. I didn't want to do that but it was that or lose the boyfriend. I rolled over and with some juice from my pussy he got it in me. It really hurt going in, but when he started in and out fucking me, I was lost. I finally knew what an orgasm was, I came after only about 2minutes of his really rough fucking my formerly virgin butt.

I realized that I let so many guys fuck me in my pussy because i was searching for something I never got, to cum! I came three times in the 10 minutes this boyfriend buttfucked me. I washed him off, and let him recover from the load he just shot inside my butt and then sucked him till he got hard, used his cum and sat on his 7 inch long and very thick cock and rode myself to another three or four.

Since then I've let, even begged to get buttfucked from boys, and men I've had sex with. I went with an older woman in her late 30s for several months and she would get her hand inside my pussy, eventually stretching my asshole out for her hand as well. Now at 19, I haven't had a cock in my pussy in over a year, in total in the last three years I've had 23 guys do it in my butt. My butthole is stretched open, it's very large, and has a puffy ring now. It kinda looks like my pussy lips in a way. I thought I had a nice boyfriend and when we started having sex I asked him to do anal instead of vaginal and when I rolled over he spread my cheeks and freaked out. He asked how many, I told him, I told him about the woman fisting. He left, but not only that he told all my friends, girls and guys about it. Now they just snicker at me. One girl who was always a goodie two-shoes, born again, preachers daughter actually came on to me. We had sex and she kept talking about how used up I am in both places while kissing the back of my neck and ears while her hand was inside my butt.

I think it will never go back to not looking like I'm an overused buttslut. That's what I am.