Shocked

I'm shocked at how hard it is to find a genuine male sexual sadist...can't believe there isn't one out there, any age, weight, appearance or race, who would enjoy having absolute power - total control - over a healthy single male, with a porn-movie size cock, a neat ass, and a tireless tongue and mouth...well yeah there's a down side, but it should be a plus really, for such a guy or guys - I need to be made a prisoner maybe in my own home, and kept in some of the rubber gear I have accumulated over the years, as I learn to be everything they ever wanted in the way of a sex-slave, unable to refuse anything, no matter how degrading or humiliating...where are all the Alpha males?