Straight Female / 25
What Should I Do?
Hey guy, I post this confession just to seek some advices for my situation.
So, I'm currently in a 10-year relationship with my BF, in the recent 7 years, I cries almost every night because I miss him so much at night, it is the desire to hug him, and I feel so empty, to the point that I even feel some physical throbbing pain on several parts on my body where he usually touches.
In recent years we have been having sex, and my sexual desire for him at night grows stronger as well, it is affecting my sleep, there are nights when I can't sleep at all because of the uneasy feelings. Even if I masturbate and have clit climax, at the end, my sexual desire for him only increases and make me feel even more empty that I would cry. But currently, I still can't live together with him yet. We only meet for about 3 days a week, sometimes once every 2 weeks (because of various external reasons). The more frequently I meet him, the higher my desire increases as well. It feels like I'm addicted to him.
I just want to know if there is anyone else that also are in the same situation as me? I really need some advices because I don't even know or understand what is happening here, I searched on Google but didn't find any solution, I don't even see anyone else having this same issue as mine. Maybe I really need to buy a dildo and masturbate with it while thinking about him?
Thank you so much for reading.
So, I'm currently in a 10-year relationship with my BF, in the recent 7 years, I cries almost every night because I miss him so much at night, it is the desire to hug him, and I feel so empty, to the point that I even feel some physical throbbing pain on several parts on my body where he usually touches.
In recent years we have been having sex, and my sexual desire for him at night grows stronger as well, it is affecting my sleep, there are nights when I can't sleep at all because of the uneasy feelings. Even if I masturbate and have clit climax, at the end, my sexual desire for him only increases and make me feel even more empty that I would cry. But currently, I still can't live together with him yet. We only meet for about 3 days a week, sometimes once every 2 weeks (because of various external reasons). The more frequently I meet him, the higher my desire increases as well. It feels like I'm addicted to him.
I just want to know if there is anyone else that also are in the same situation as me? I really need some advices because I don't even know or understand what is happening here, I searched on Google but didn't find any solution, I don't even see anyone else having this same issue as mine. Maybe I really need to buy a dildo and masturbate with it while thinking about him?
Thank you so much for reading.
