Younger Years

My husband and I got married after graduating high school. We both worked and enjoyed hanging out with friends. My first cheat happened on a Sunday afternoon we were on a beer bing with friends. We were at a hangout gravel pit were we hang out with friends for years. The girls usually laid out in the sun and the guys would do whatever. My husband was totally drunk so he lay down beside me to sleep it off. I was sleeping beside him . I learned later everyone went home except myself, husband and friend. Is was awaken when I realized our friend was putting himself inside me. I was still fairly drunk I realized it wasn’t my husband. I started an awesome orgasm and he keep pumping me. My husband is a two minute wonder so I wasn’t accosted to sex after my orgasm. He has a big headed tool and was giving me something I never felt before. He finally went like he was tazed and came inside me. I was drunk, not on birth control, and let him come inside me. I got up drained myself, and we continued sex on the tailgate of his truck while my husband was drunk sleeping. He came inside me again. This was my first time being sexually used up. My husband goes to work 2 hours before me so our friend would come over for sex before I went to work. We had sex two times that month and yes I got pregnant. We would have sex on the bed with condoms in the night stand beside us. My body wouldn’t let me tell him to use one. We would meet up for sex about once every week. After birth I worked hard to get my figure back and my lover started having sex with me again. I got pregnant with my second child. After this I got on birth control. We had an affair for three years. My lover finally meet someone and got married. I did have a third child by my husband. I love my husband and we are a happy family. My sex life is not enjoyable because I know there is someone out there who can use me until I’m sexually exhausted. When I have sex with my husband, when I get close close to orgasm my husband comes and gets off. I do a lot of masturbating. My former lover lives 3 hours away and if he wanted to have sex I would probably allow it. Not a day goes by that I don’t think about the sex sessions we had.