The first time I was with a girl I was 11. Im 20 now; thats 9 years of sex. I have a partner ive been with for 3 years and we have a mistress that has been living with us for about 4 months now. Life is great. Sex is horrible.
Sex has gotten progressivley more painful for me over the past year. I am to the point now where I cannot have fingers inside of me. It feels like I am being penetrated with tree branches, even if we use lube. Touching my G-Spot will put me in tears it hurts so bad. It gives me lower body cramps. I used to love penertation. I can still use my dildos, but after a while they hurt too. If I am on my back and prop up a bit it is less painful. It is less painful with a full bladder than an empty one. We used a big dildo the other day and it was feeling ok (just normal big-toy discomfort on ocassion) then all the sudden my vagina just started burning like i'd poured alcohol all over it.
I have days where I feel like I CONSTANTLY have to pee, and it makes everything down there hurt a bit. Some days I am bone dry, some days it feels like ive spring a leak.
A couple years ago I was on anti-depressants. It killed my sex drive (which is normally huge) and made it almost impossible to have an orgasm. My sex drive is here in full force now, but it also feels like it deteriorates once I get involved in sexual activity. If the girls are going at it, I have been know to fall asleep in the bed nex to them. Thats not right!
I am frusturated. My girls feel like I dont want them. And I dont know what to do.
Sex has gotten progressivley more painful for me over the past year. I am to the point now where I cannot have fingers inside of me. It feels like I am being penetrated with tree branches, even if we use lube. Touching my G-Spot will put me in tears it hurts so bad. It gives me lower body cramps. I used to love penertation. I can still use my dildos, but after a while they hurt too. If I am on my back and prop up a bit it is less painful. It is less painful with a full bladder than an empty one. We used a big dildo the other day and it was feeling ok (just normal big-toy discomfort on ocassion) then all the sudden my vagina just started burning like i'd poured alcohol all over it.
I have days where I feel like I CONSTANTLY have to pee, and it makes everything down there hurt a bit. Some days I am bone dry, some days it feels like ive spring a leak.
A couple years ago I was on anti-depressants. It killed my sex drive (which is normally huge) and made it almost impossible to have an orgasm. My sex drive is here in full force now, but it also feels like it deteriorates once I get involved in sexual activity. If the girls are going at it, I have been know to fall asleep in the bed nex to them. Thats not right!
I am frusturated. My girls feel like I dont want them. And I dont know what to do.
