My Own Private Kink

It's disgusting I know. I can't even think of how I got into actually doing it. Ever since I was a little girl, sitting on the toilet peeing or pooing felt sexual, it really tingled me between my legs. I would make up excuses to see my mom or my older sister when they were in there, then later friends at school in the locker room. Now that I got on my own, I like to go out when it is about to turn dark and stay out in the park, in some less conspicuous places. I like some light still and I pee my pants, and sometimes poo my pants too.

I do it fully clothed, except sometimes I don't wear panties. I like to pee in jeans because they really show when wet, anyone who sees me walking home knows I peed myself. If I poo and pee myself, I prefer wearing leggings. I like light colored ones that will stain, dark from the pee, then see the bulge of my poo pushing and see the dark stain that creates.

It's disgusting I know, I don't play with it, I don't do it with anyone else, I don't have a boyfriend or girlfriend, never really have had any. I put bi because I'd be open to sex with either, but I just like being outside and going in my clothes.

I guess I'm a perverted virgin?