Confused But Hot

So I have always had a high sex drive and usually more than the women I happen to be seeing and having sex with. Now I'm older it seems lots of women in my age group are past their change of life and have very low sex needs. So I have been noticing young gay guys or ones I think look or act gay and are friendly in a flirty way. I'm lucky that I aged well and still look good thanks to years of pretty hard manual labor. I have all my hair and it's turning grey just on the sides and have been told many times it looks sexy.
So there's a kid at a coffee shop where I go a couple times a week to hang out in the evenings and he's very fem and always makes small talk. Pretty sure he'd like to suck me off and probably love it if I fucked him in the ass. Have seen him in short shorts and sandals and it looks like he shaves his legs, probably all over too.
Anyway, fucking him would be good I'm sure but the weird thing is I've been thinking about getting that nice small round ass ready and thinking about giving him a hot wet rim before I fuck the shit out of his femme asshole. I think I wanna fuck him with a condom, then rip it off when I'm ready and shove it in his sissy femboi mouth and make him drink my sperm.