It's A Man Thing

I was then in my early forties on a trip that passed through Hong Kong. In the bar I got into a conversation with another man at the bar. During the conversation he kept putting his hand on my knee or thigh and leaning into me. When we walked out of the bar he put his arm around my shoulder and invited me up to this room for a nightcap. That night I sucked cock, got totally naked with a man, enjoyed having my cock sucked and participated in anal sex which he provided as a favor considering it was my first time with a man.

I didn't know at the time that a hook up like that in many parts of the world can end you up in jail or deported. It scared me and I stopped cold from any further encounters of this kind. But the feeling for that evening never left my mind. Over time I became less and less restrictive and I kissed, shared oral sex and prostrated myself for anal sex with another man I met at a gas station filling my car. He also showed me that he gave oral sex to his Doberman.

That second experience scared me again, the pervert part of him and his dog. I kept away again for a long time. I was now retired, not by choice but by circumstance. My wife was very ill and bedridden and she had a nursing care day and night. I had joined a web site a long time ago and found that my registration was still valid and started to chat online with men. One man, who happened to live in the city near the town I live in suggested that we hook up and see where it goes. I agreed, and went into town on the excuse of going the annual car show. I met up with him, we had a couple of drinks, he offered to host at his townhouse. We went there, I was so hungry to suck his cock I made a fool of myself. We got naked on the bed and mutually masturbated each other, performed oral sex, I told him about the two times I had received anal sex, he said no problem, he had condoms and liquid spray and I enjoyed anal sex one more time. This time I realized that the other two times had been bareback, no condoms. That scared me.

I went off line. My wife passed. I found myself alone. I went back online. I hooked up with a man who claimed to be a top. I entertained him in my condo. He was very aggressive and wanted only to get it over with. It was not enjoyable. I went back online, met a man who had been a college professor, we agreed to meet at a motel. Three knocks sort of thing. He was smaller than me, he humored me and we got on the bed naked and spent a good amount of time touching and kissing and giving each other manual stimulation and oral sex, before I prostrated myself and enjoyed his very macho man fuck. He is the man that I am currently seeing. He like me spent a lifetime in the straight world and only know is exploring his man desires. As far as I am concerned I have no desire for hooking up with a woman, I am 100% committed to enjoying sex with another man.