Best When Tied

I was heterosexual most of my life but a year ago got a little tired of men and starting thinking about women. But I could never think about doing something to another woman, just about her pleasing me. I could kiss another woman, but the thought of touching her pussy in a sexual way, let alone licking it, still icks me out. Or maybe I'm just selfish, because I really like being eaten out, but so many guys don't do it well and I just wanted to find a woman who would know how to do it right. So I went online and described exactly what I was looking for at a dating site, and soon found Carol, a married woman who was interested in this. I still felt a little weird about it, partly because she was black and I am white, partly because it was stretching my sexual boundaries so much. She was home on some weekdays, as was I, while her husband worked, so I was able to visit at her house. We met once just to talk and I couldn't go further, but on our second date she started to caress me and touch my boobies. When she reached for my pussy I still got weirded out and felt guilty about it. We talked a bit more and she suggested that maybe I'd be more relaxed if I had less control, in other words tying me up. I had never let anyone do that to me but I felt I could trust her so I agreed. I got naked but covered in a big blanket, then let her rope up my hands and feet before she exposed or touched any other part of my body. And then she went to town on me and this worked, I had incredible orgasms for about a half an hour.

We did this several more times, but then after another month her husband came home abruptly and found what we were doing. He knew his wife played with women, but he always insisted that his needs came first. She talked to him in the next room, telling him why I had come to her while I sat there scared and freaked out. He came in to inspect me and said it was fine that what we were doing was fine, but he needed a piece of the action, and immediately unzipped and pulled out his very hard cock and slid right in to pound me. I told him not to and said I was ashamed and embarrassed but please to not fuck me. He insisted that I needed to try a man who knew how to fuck when I couldn't stop him, and if I liked losing control well then here was my chance to really be out of control. And in fact he made me cum several times against my will before ejaculating inside my body, then kneeled over my face and made me suck the disgusting cum off his dick before letting Carol, who had been passively watching, untie me.

And now I must reveal that actually we planned this out, I saw pictures of her husband earlier and said he must be a fine man to get fucked by when she was tied up, and she said that she loved that, so I wanted to try it to. But I wanted to describe this the way I imagined the scenario, as nonconsensual, because I discovered that I did find that a huge turn on and wanted you to imagine it that way as well. We've since repeated the scenario with a few more variations, and now being tied up is my favorite way to have sex with either a man or a woman having their way with me.