i'm in a bad situation. my boyfriend haas gotten me addicted to what he calls his power tools. What they are are two big bumpy vibrating penises. he gets them from a store that i would never set foot in.
i always thought that his real penis was way good enough to satisfy me and i'm sure it would have been and everything would have been totally normal but then came the car accident. he could have died and he actually told me that he wish he did because of what happened. somehow the dash part of the car caved downward and crushed his genitals so they couldnt be saved. when he got better is when he started with his power tools.
i would be fine with his power tools but it went way beyond where it should have. he uses them to arouse me to the point that all i want is more. his tools have elastic straps that he made so they wont come out. he ties me so im on my hands and kness then he sticks one up my anus and one into my vagina and watches me as i go crazy.
a few weeks after that he set up a mirror so i could see myself how he saw me. it looked disgusting to me with his tools sticking out of me there and then when the feeling overtook me i looked like i was doing a weird humping dog thing.
somehow it slowly went from me seeing myself in a mirror, then to him talking about his friend coming over to watch, to one day his friend just walking in and watching me, to his friend fucking me while my boyfriend watched, then to his friends friend fucking me.
i know now that the power tools are really bad for me. they get me too crazy and they make it so whoever watches wants to do more than watch.
im not sure why my boyfriend is doing this. i think it is his way of making it up to me because he doesnt have a penis anymore but im not so sure this is a good thing for either of us. lately hes been talking about how his brother wants to watch me and that wont be a good thing.