Still A Closet Queen, Waiting For The Right Girl To Come Sweep Me Away

I'm the fourth of five sisters. We all did well in school, were popular and had many friends. We dated to the regular thing, football, prom, movies. None of us got pregnant in high school. Of the five girls I was the only one who walked a virgin.

It's not that the guys were not nice, it's just that nothing clicked. In college I found out why, what clicked was another freshman girl. My first sexual experience. Between my freshman year and graduation I dated several girls, a couple with whom I had sex. After college my youngest sister got married. Five sisters, one unmarried and no prospect any where to be seen. My middle sister almost got me to confess my sin.

In my late twenties a guy at work got my pants down and loaded a baby in me. In an act of blind faith I married him. He is typical for a man his age, I'm sure the right girl will come along, for me not him. I just can't fake it, sex is blah, taking orders day and night.