Do you still love AS? Do you want to be with her? What do you even want from me? Do you want sex? Or love? Or a friend?
I'll give you almost anything... almost... just ASK. Don't be afaid to ask. What will it hurt if I say no? I would never judge you, be angry with you for trying. Ever. I promise.
I may even tell you how to find this confession. I wish I could just confess it all to your face.
I love you. I really hope you sincerely love me too.


