Still Technically A Virgin

I am sick and tired of hearing about how women like big dicks. I have a very big dick. Bigger than even most of the porn stars I've seen. I am not bragging. I am complaining. I still have never fucked a woman. Not from lack of effort but every time we start getting down to business, once they see my dick, it's over. No way will that fit, or oh my God! That's way too big. I have eaten their pussy for long enough for them to cum multiple times and even then, it's usually, no way Jose'. One time a girl I dated tried with her on top but barely got past the head and said it hurt too much.

I did let this guy blow me once in college but I was drunk out of my head and hardly want to go there again.

I really don't know what to do. Is there somewhere you can go to find women with really loose pussies? Someone who can not only take, but enjoy a really big dick?

Mine is just over 10" long and a bit fatter than a half liter soda bottle.

I'm getting desperate. I'm afraid to date women my age as I'm tired of rejection.