Naked Mom

I remember growing up (12- 14) I always wanted to have sex with my mom, she had nice boobs, not big but a nice handful and a neatly trimmed bush with some soft looking lips underneath. She would always be naked, which was fine with me. I also used to purposely masturbate in places I knew I would get caught. Which I did a couple of times and was super hot.
One day when she went out, I went through her closet and found an old tape, so the perveted teen I was I put it on the TV and it was her homemade sex tape. I couldn't stop watching, seeing my mom with her legs spread and dripping wet was enough for me and I had one of my most intense orgasms if ever had.
Around six months later I was 14, we had friends over for a small party and my mom had gotten the drunkest I'd ever seen, so being the nice son I am, I helped her into bed, but wanted her to be comfortable so I removed all her clothing, by this time she was out like a light, blind drunk.
And that's when I couldn't help myself. Sliding her underwear down, I took them off then I spread her legs wide and put my head between her legs. That first lick was enough to be rock solid and I licked her for what felt like forever, she tasted so good, the thought of sex crossed my mind, but I was scared of her waking up, so I just used my tongue and a finger.
I finished myself in my shorts while eating her out, then thought that was enough, so I put everything back into place how it should be and left her to sleep off the alcohol, she woke up the next day with no idea of what I did to her the night before, it's been 16 years since this happened and I haven't told anyone until now, I plan on telling her soon to see her reaction.