The Early Years Of My Love Affair With Cock

I was ten the first time a man made me suck his cock. He was a neighbor, a married man who had been making comments about how pretty I am and asked if I was sure that I wasn't a girl because he thought I'd make a very pretty girl what with my long hair and feminine facial features. I already knew I looked like a girl. I secretly like to pretend I was one which is why I always avoided haircuts. After a few weeks of inappropriate comments and some minor "touching" he just grabbed me and said he couldn't help it and just had to have me. He pulled me into the house and pulled off my clothes and stuck his big hard dick in my face and I tried to fight it but he was too big. In the end he came in my mouth and demanded I swallow it.

I didn't like it at all when it happened. Mostly I think it was because he was fat and ugly and old and stunk.

But I couldn't get the thought of cock out of my head. A few months later the opportunity for a sleep over with a friend presented itself. Peter came over my place for the weekend. Mom and Dad had their bedroom at the other end of the house and my older sister had what was originally intended as a master bedroom but Mom hated stairs so Amy moved into the suite upstairs and that became the princess's kingdom, her private palace. So with no bedrooms near mine I had some amount of privacy. When Peter and I were getting ready for bed that Friday we just both stripped down naked and hoped into the shower naked together forgetting to be embarrassed or awkward. I turned on the shower and got the temp right. Peter caught me staring at the lovely little penis between his lovely legs and figured out quickly that I was curious so he offered to let me touch it and I did and he said it felt good and thirty seconds later I was giving the second blow job of my life and the first one I actually enjoyed giving. Peter wasn't interested in reciprocating. He just luxuriated in the sensation of having a friend suck him off. I didn't care because that was when I discovered I absolutely adore cock. Despite being a year older he wasn't quite old enough to do more than shoot blanks but he did have an orgasm and was disappointed that there was no sperm coming out but I figured that was all there would be. But then peter wanted to kiss so we did for about an hour. I never kissed anyone before.

Peter never came over for another sleep over even though I sucked him off three times that weekend. Another time I noticed a particular older boy, a seventh grader, was looking a lot at boys and he was a bit effeminate so I put two and two together and came up with queer like me. It has been a long time, weeks, since I had a cock in my mouth and the unfulfilled craving was becoming unbearable so I approached Jason and simply blurted out that I would like to suck his cock. He took me behind some bushes in a nearby public park and whipped it out. I sucked it and got a mouth full of sperm and swallowed gratefully. Jason didn't know how to keep a secret. Normally I'd be pissed but suddenly boys I never knew approached me asking for blow jobs. I went from zero to more cock than I could handle and I was in cock heaven, that is until I was caught by the assistant principal in the boys room with not one but two cocks in my mouth. I got detention and ended up sucking off the assistant principal. I mapped out as many classmates and faculty who liked getting my blowjobs in case I needed to call in a favor. Before the end of fifth grade I had sucked off 23 students and three faculty.