There Is Something About A Good Fuck With A Man That Just Turns Me On

My secret is that back in my college days I shared a room with a kid from Naples, Florida. He was a nice kid, a sort of quiet, good looking kid. Our dorm room was small, and the bathroom and showers were down the hall. The laundry was on every other floor so for us it was take the laundry up one flight or down one flight and there was never a free washer available. We tended to wear dirty clothes and we wore dirty underwear. And one day I took one of his dirty briefs and wore it. That broke the ice between us and when necessary we wore each others' dirty underwear.

One such day he had on a pair of my briefs, we did not wear boxers, and his dick hung in the dirty pair. He had a bit of a boner. Enough of a boner that the only thing I could do was grab his boner and I rubbed my face into his boner, smelling my underwear and his boner. I put my mouth around his boner and pulled my briefs down releasing his boner straight into my mouth. For a kid he had a mighty fine dick and it turned out he liked me manhandling his dick and sucking his dick. He was queer as three dollar bill, as the saying went back then. It wasn't enough to suck his dick, I got all over him and we ended up making out aggressively and I managed to turn him under me and I fucked my first guy. The best fuck of my young life.

After that, the curtains had been pulled back, we fucked and sucked and yes licked each other's ass. I loved licking his ass. I didn't give a damn how wiped he was, I finished cleaning his ass with my tongue, I always fucked him afterwards. God, I loved fucking him and he loved it too, two peas in a pod, I was made to top him and he was made to bottom for me. As an aside, he took over laundry duty, Even if he did find an empty washer we didn't wash our briefs, we wore them dirty, stained and with cum. Sure it was nasty, but at that time nasty was the name of the game.

All this college stuff was before the AIDS scare and I remained in the closet all my life and he went on to be a flight attendant and was always queer as a three dollar bill. He caught AIDS and I went out to see him in Oakland when he was sick. It broke my heart. I had a family and kept my nasty side off the radar and after seeing him and other's in the Bay area I went straight for over 40 years.

It's only been after retirement, thanks to COVID that I have looked for some entertainment. Fortunately during the dark days of the lockdowns I met a man online and we have been messing around. He likes to just get naked and being around another naked man is a lot of fun. We hang out at his place, a high rise apartment and we can keep all the window treatments open and it feels good to just let it all hang out. Like me he likes a lot of body contact, massage, oral stimulation, he enjoys my hot tongue in his hole, he's more of a bottom than a top and enjoys a good fuck. And as a bonus now that we know each other pretty well he likes to kiss which I need to get my libido up and get hard enough to fuck.

So yes, back to my college days, but still in the closet.