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My Family
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Bi-Sexual Female / 18
My Mom Took My Innocence
I suffer from depression and I go to therapy several times a week. My mom is the reason. I don't call her mom anymore as she sits in prison serving a prison sentence 25 to life. I am so angry for what she did to me and that she lied to me and told me it was ok and natural. At first it felt weird but she was my mommy. She reassured me that it was natural and that is was an extra special way to show our love for each other.
It all started when my mom was cheating on my dad with this guy she used to date in high school. I was only 8 at the time. They reconnected on FB. He was very charming and handsome. When he came over my Mom would tell me he was an old friend and we needed to keep it a secret from Daddy because he wouldn't understand. Since Daddy was a Long Haul trucker he was gone for weeks. Sometimes months.
Her new boyfriend was over all the time and I liked having a man around. It made me feel safe.
It was my Mom's birthday and we had a party. Just the 3 of us. Moms boyfriend was making Pina Colada with booze. He and my mom said it was ok that I had some. I felt so grown up. After a drink or 2 I was drunk. My mom closed the curtains, locked the doors and said that it was time to get in our birthday suits since it was a birthday party. I thought it was strange but Mommy said it was ok. We all got naked. Mommy, who I've seen naked before. I always hoped to have a body like mommy some day. Her boyfriend had muscles and was hairy and his penis was big. I never saw one before but I was mesmerized by it. We were all dancing around the living room. Him and Mom, then him and me, then me and mommy. We were having a lot of fun.
Then Mommy said it's going to be a sleep over birthday party. We're all going to lay in bed together. This party was very exciting. I went to put on PJs and mommy said no, we're going to wear our birthday suits to bed. All three of us got in bed under the covers. I was in the middle. Mom and her boyfriend were kissing with tongue right over me. Mommy then said that is a French kiss, you want to try? I said yes. Mommy said this is an extra special way of kissing to show how much you love and care for each other. She then put her lips to mine and stuck her tongue in my mouth. It felt and tasted good. She told me to move my tongue around with hers. Then her boyfriend said it was his turn. I hesitated because I didn't think he loved me. He said he really cares for me. Mommy said he really does. He then stuck his tongue in my mouth. It was warm and soft like mommy's. I enjoyed it.
Mommy then leaned in and put her boobs in our face. She told us to kiss and suck her nipples. She said she loves it and wanted her 2 favorite people to make her feel good. Mommy had light brown nipples. I took it into my mouth and he sucked the other. Mommy through her head back and gasped. She held our heads tight to her bosom. After a few minutes mommy pulled us off and laid back down. Did that feel good mommy I asked. Her boyfriend took my hand and put it between mommy's legs. Her peesh was hot and wet. Mommy gasped at my touch. Her boyfriend guided my hand and whispered in my ear, This is how you can tell she liked it. She is wet and hot and ready.
Ready for what I asked. He said she was ready for kisses on her peesh. He did it first to show me. Mommy was moving around, thrusting her hips up. Do you like that mommy? I asked. Oh yeah, baby! So much. I was excited to try. It was my turn. I loved the smell. I dipped my tongue in and she was very sweet. As I started to moved my tongue around mommy started crying out. She held my head and said don't move stay right there. As I licked faster mommy screamed and got a lot more wet. Her boyfriend had a huge smile on his face while he watched. Mommy burried her face in her pillow while she started to talk again. It's his turn now. I looked at him and he had his penis in his hand. It was even bigger and really hard. Mommy crawled over to it. She French kissed it up and down. Then she put it into her mouth! Oh my God. I couldn't believe it. She kept moving her head up and down. I loved watching her. I then started to feel hot and wet between my legs. Mommy then said come here. You try now. Again I was hesitant. Mommy said you like having a man in the house. It makes you feel safe. This is a way of thanking him. I nodded yes as I leaned in and me and mommy kissed it together. Our tongues ran up and down and then I tried to fit it in my mouth. I could only fit the top in. I swirled my tongue around. He tried to push it in more but my mouth was too small. Mommy then took it into her mouth. It almost completely disappeared mommy had the whole thing in her mouth as she squeezed his balls. He started to grunt and groan. Mommy still held it in her mouth as she moaned and he was moaning loud. Mommy then took it out of her mouth and she had gooey white stuff on her mouth. She then kissed him and he licked all the white stuff. What was that I asked. Mommy said it was delicious cum. That's how he shows it feels good. I was enamored by the whole thing. Mommy told me to lay down. I did and she got between my legs. Tell mommy if this feels good. She started to lick and kiss my peesh. It felt unbelievable. I never felt anything like this before. I felt myself getting wetter then I felt a tingling in my lower abdomen. I started to lose my breath. I couldn't take it anymore as I squirmed away from my mommy's mouth. That felt so good mommy. That may have been your first orgasm. As we laid there, mommy and I kissed with our tongues as she held me. He got up and I saw him shut something off. Mommy said it was a camera for the birthday party.
We all fell asleep.
This went on several times for months. He even penetrated my peesh with his hard penis. It hurt so much and I bled and I cried. That was the last time it happened. I had to go to the hospital because the pain wasn't going away. While I was in the hospital my dad came home. He wanted to know what happened but mommy told me to keep it a secret. My dad then got a hold of my mommy's phone and read her text messages. There were messages about our parties and some pictures of us doing things. He took her phone and went straight to the police. Both her and her boyfriend went to jail. She got a life sentence but she can be paroled in 25 years. Her boyfriend got 3 life sentences.
Like I said because of her lies and them taking advantage of me I suffer from depression and I go to therapy. I still think about what we did. Sometimes I get aroused, Sometimes I cry. I am sexually active with boys and girls from school. I like them both but sometimes I feel so confused, lost and alone.
It all started when my mom was cheating on my dad with this guy she used to date in high school. I was only 8 at the time. They reconnected on FB. He was very charming and handsome. When he came over my Mom would tell me he was an old friend and we needed to keep it a secret from Daddy because he wouldn't understand. Since Daddy was a Long Haul trucker he was gone for weeks. Sometimes months.
Her new boyfriend was over all the time and I liked having a man around. It made me feel safe.
It was my Mom's birthday and we had a party. Just the 3 of us. Moms boyfriend was making Pina Colada with booze. He and my mom said it was ok that I had some. I felt so grown up. After a drink or 2 I was drunk. My mom closed the curtains, locked the doors and said that it was time to get in our birthday suits since it was a birthday party. I thought it was strange but Mommy said it was ok. We all got naked. Mommy, who I've seen naked before. I always hoped to have a body like mommy some day. Her boyfriend had muscles and was hairy and his penis was big. I never saw one before but I was mesmerized by it. We were all dancing around the living room. Him and Mom, then him and me, then me and mommy. We were having a lot of fun.
Then Mommy said it's going to be a sleep over birthday party. We're all going to lay in bed together. This party was very exciting. I went to put on PJs and mommy said no, we're going to wear our birthday suits to bed. All three of us got in bed under the covers. I was in the middle. Mom and her boyfriend were kissing with tongue right over me. Mommy then said that is a French kiss, you want to try? I said yes. Mommy said this is an extra special way of kissing to show how much you love and care for each other. She then put her lips to mine and stuck her tongue in my mouth. It felt and tasted good. She told me to move my tongue around with hers. Then her boyfriend said it was his turn. I hesitated because I didn't think he loved me. He said he really cares for me. Mommy said he really does. He then stuck his tongue in my mouth. It was warm and soft like mommy's. I enjoyed it.
Mommy then leaned in and put her boobs in our face. She told us to kiss and suck her nipples. She said she loves it and wanted her 2 favorite people to make her feel good. Mommy had light brown nipples. I took it into my mouth and he sucked the other. Mommy through her head back and gasped. She held our heads tight to her bosom. After a few minutes mommy pulled us off and laid back down. Did that feel good mommy I asked. Her boyfriend took my hand and put it between mommy's legs. Her peesh was hot and wet. Mommy gasped at my touch. Her boyfriend guided my hand and whispered in my ear, This is how you can tell she liked it. She is wet and hot and ready.
Ready for what I asked. He said she was ready for kisses on her peesh. He did it first to show me. Mommy was moving around, thrusting her hips up. Do you like that mommy? I asked. Oh yeah, baby! So much. I was excited to try. It was my turn. I loved the smell. I dipped my tongue in and she was very sweet. As I started to moved my tongue around mommy started crying out. She held my head and said don't move stay right there. As I licked faster mommy screamed and got a lot more wet. Her boyfriend had a huge smile on his face while he watched. Mommy burried her face in her pillow while she started to talk again. It's his turn now. I looked at him and he had his penis in his hand. It was even bigger and really hard. Mommy crawled over to it. She French kissed it up and down. Then she put it into her mouth! Oh my God. I couldn't believe it. She kept moving her head up and down. I loved watching her. I then started to feel hot and wet between my legs. Mommy then said come here. You try now. Again I was hesitant. Mommy said you like having a man in the house. It makes you feel safe. This is a way of thanking him. I nodded yes as I leaned in and me and mommy kissed it together. Our tongues ran up and down and then I tried to fit it in my mouth. I could only fit the top in. I swirled my tongue around. He tried to push it in more but my mouth was too small. Mommy then took it into her mouth. It almost completely disappeared mommy had the whole thing in her mouth as she squeezed his balls. He started to grunt and groan. Mommy still held it in her mouth as she moaned and he was moaning loud. Mommy then took it out of her mouth and she had gooey white stuff on her mouth. She then kissed him and he licked all the white stuff. What was that I asked. Mommy said it was delicious cum. That's how he shows it feels good. I was enamored by the whole thing. Mommy told me to lay down. I did and she got between my legs. Tell mommy if this feels good. She started to lick and kiss my peesh. It felt unbelievable. I never felt anything like this before. I felt myself getting wetter then I felt a tingling in my lower abdomen. I started to lose my breath. I couldn't take it anymore as I squirmed away from my mommy's mouth. That felt so good mommy. That may have been your first orgasm. As we laid there, mommy and I kissed with our tongues as she held me. He got up and I saw him shut something off. Mommy said it was a camera for the birthday party.
We all fell asleep.
This went on several times for months. He even penetrated my peesh with his hard penis. It hurt so much and I bled and I cried. That was the last time it happened. I had to go to the hospital because the pain wasn't going away. While I was in the hospital my dad came home. He wanted to know what happened but mommy told me to keep it a secret. My dad then got a hold of my mommy's phone and read her text messages. There were messages about our parties and some pictures of us doing things. He took her phone and went straight to the police. Both her and her boyfriend went to jail. She got a life sentence but she can be paroled in 25 years. Her boyfriend got 3 life sentences.
Like I said because of her lies and them taking advantage of me I suffer from depression and I go to therapy. I still think about what we did. Sometimes I get aroused, Sometimes I cry. I am sexually active with boys and girls from school. I like them both but sometimes I feel so confused, lost and alone.
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