Has She Ever Told You?

I have a gorgeous wife thick and a great fuck, she had sex in her early teens where as I didn't I fucked in my early 20s we have some really nasty sex talks but this one has really gotten me confused and horny at the same time, she said she would have fucked her xbf again if she had a chance back then, so I asked her why didn't she? She said she was to scared and afraid at the time but now after all those years she would have.. This is making my cock firstly so fucking jealous, but also I wanna try and give her what she wants. So I asked her about his cock maybe thinking his is bigger then mine but to be honest it isn't I'm way bigger then her, I just can't wrap my mind around why would she want to fuck him again, so I ask her the question has she thought of fantasized about his cock while being with me and she confessed to me that she's thought of his cock while being with me what should I do?

I was thinking about giving her a once of, so I ain't gonna buy a dildo that size maybe a sausage that size and put a condom on it and get her super high or drunk and make her feel as if it's the sex she has being longing for what the fuck should I dooooo?