I Lost My V Card Last Today

My family is super conservative and controlling and i am even homeschooled yet my older brother was aloud to go to public high-school but not me! Let me tell you home schooling sucks. They watch me like a hawk and I have only been on a few arranged "dates" to yhe movies and we were not given enough time to hook up even if we had wanted too. Worst of all, next year they are making me go to community College rather than a four year so it's 2 more years in "prison" for me.

That said my older brother who is in finally in a four year live-in college now, and has freedom feels bad for me. Not in a creepy way but he understands living under thier roof with all their crazy ass rules and checks. He says because i am very "shapely" my parents think ill get pregnant if i go to a real highshool college or live in college. However, last year before he left he slipped me the good p*ssword to the router so I could bypass parental rules and yeah I have been deep into porn and cyber play for a while.... if yhey only knew! Lol Sadly, I have no real toys or way to get them but I have been creative with a hair brush and a vibrating tooth brush for a while. I know how to orgasm even locked under this roof lol.

My brother is home on study break and he brought his buddy Dave who is 2 years older than me. I have been trying to hook up with him and loose my V card all week. My brother was clueless my agenda but Dave noticed me and it was clear he wanted to fuck me too. I mean why wouldn't he ... I am 18 and very cute and as horny as hell for pretty much any man with a willing dick. I mean that is just it... by being so conservative and oppressive my parents set me up to fuck the first guy I got a chance to get fucked by because I can't really date and I am so horny at my age. So when i got a chance get screwed by Dave I went for it even if he was not really my type or even that good looking. He wasn't a virgin and I could tell I am likely hotter then the girls he'd pull.

After a few days mom and dad were OK leaving the three of us alone likely because they assumed my brother was a chaperone. After ample flirting between myself and Dave my brother was not getting it. So finally I was like, "Hey, me and Dave are going to hang out in my room alone ... it's better you don't listen." To my brother's credit he went to his room and came back with his last condom for Dave.

Yeah, Dave may not have been the best looking guy but he was not virgin and he knew what he was doing. And even though I felt no real romantic connection i was still super sexually turned on. We had a total hot make out session on my bed and the clothes went flying fast. He wanted to see me naked and kept saying i was so hot. Which to my surprise led to him to go from kissing to sucking my boobs (which felt so good) to him literally going down on me with out me even asking for it. I cummed hard! I got kind of loud and hoped my brother didn't hear. Dave knew exactly how to find my clit and how to treat it when he did!!!
When my turn to return the favor came his dick was bigger then I expected and I had a hard time learning to suck it (sorry Dave for the teeth) ... I kept saying I was sorry I was so bad at it but he kept tell me it was OK I was new to this and the hottest woman he ever fucked. It the first time at 18 anyone saw me as a woman. Hearing him say that made me feel great. I was his hottest woman!!! Yes!

But seriously his dick was so fucking big in my pussy... nowhere anything like my brush handle. Maybe it was normal and i am just use to fucking my hairbrush but my pussy stretched so much ... I had no idea it could take that much...it hurt and i didn't want to stop! We just did missionary because it was my first time and it was all I could take. He knew it hurt me but I wanted him to finish... I wanted him to cum for my first time. I wanted to know my pussy made an older man cum my very first time. I kept telling him things I had heard in porn like "fuck me harder" and to "Cum and show what a hot bitch i am." I though I was going to pass out my pussy was so stuffed! But we got there. And I felt so good I got him off even if it hurt.
We need to buy more condoms but we plan to fuck a few more times this week before he goes back. I hope he doesn't catch feelings... i just want the sex. But he is growing on me he is so good to me and makes sure I cum. I'll miss him when he is gone.

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