Embarrassed The Way My Boyfriend Wants Me To Please Him

Quite frankly it was embarrassing being fucked in the ass. I wasn't at all prepared for it and I shit when he pulled out. He made me clean up the bed, and put the sheets and mattress cover in the wash and hang around until the sheets were dry and make the bed. He let me put on a shirt but no pants or panties, he wanted my bush on display, My butt, bottom, started to hurt and he told me he would examine me, embarrassment number two having a me bend over like that. He said I had a small tear and he put some Neosporin on it and I had to apply it again if I went to the bathroom.

I know none of this sounds sexy. It isn't. He wanted it 'all', my throat, my vagina and my ass. My throat didn't work, I gagged, of course my vagina was fine and he finished inside of me, He wants all his sperm inside of me, he won't finish outside of me. And my ass, well I was complaining and he said ok missy and turned me over and fucked me right then and then everything became a mess and I had to clean it all up (it's a lot worse than you think).

I hate that he likes looking at my bush and I have to walk around without my pants. And I don't dare bend over or get up without being very careful, it's embarrassing enough without having him look up my vagina every time I stand up.

That's all really. It's just that he is so intrigued by my pussy. He didn't have sisters or even girl cousins. I don't go asking him to show me his dick all the time. I have three brothers and dicks are not a mystery to me. Sure I like his dick, in a non sexual way, it's nice. But I'm not hung up on it like he is with my pussy.