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My Family
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Gay Male / 45
A Homosexual Married To A Lesbian, With Two Kids
I'm 45 with a woman in my life and two kids. Let me start saying that I am homosexual and so is she.
I had my loves, my first big crush when I was fourteen, the first boy I kissed, the first dick I sucked. If I close my eyes I can feel his dick in my hand and I can recreate the sensation of his dick in my mouth. In many ways that crush is still with me and I'm still in love with him.
My second love is from my college days. We had classes together, we did things together, and one night, it was pretty late, we had just finished watching a movie, I went over and laid my head in his lap and held his dick and sucked his dick and he let me. In those days we didn't advertise our desires, but obviously we had desires and it became a sick, orgy of sex. He is the first man to mount me and take me. I learned the hard way he was the top. I think you will always remember the first man who topped you, that feeling of submission, dread and pleasure all wrapped into one.
The working world is not open to such men, men who suck another man's dick, who let another man top them. I supposed if you're a young high school kid getting topped they accept you, but not if you're the rising executive. You have to be a man. For the better part of 15 years I had casual acquaintances, some got possessive and I broke it off quickly, I didn't want any baggage. I got possessive a couple of times, but I had to control the potential destructive nature of the relationships and cut them off myself. Then five years ago this young woman comes into my life.
She was 19, and lesbian coming off a very bad breakup, the first time in love with a girl, and her girl dumped her like yesterday's garbage. Maybe my sensitivity to her lesbian nature, maybe my homosexual nature gave her comfort. But it was a trap, a terrible trap, her total vulnerability, my male hormones, I was going to protect her whether she needed it or not, and I had to put her under my control, I took her and fucked her. There was no lust, or desire, she certainly didn't want a man to fuck her, I had never seen a woman's sexual nature, not live, not in person, I had never mounted a person, my dick had never been inside anyone. But it happened, forces beyond my control, the need for absolute dominance in that moment. Her hormones transcended her lesbian nature, we came together in an explosion and her tender body was invaded and I just pumped and pumped my semen in her, the feeling of my dick releasing semen in a vagina is the biggest head trip of all. I got her pregnant.
It's unexplainable in the literature. A homosexual man and a lesbian. She is my woman, the mother of my two children, she takes it when the urges overtake me, I can't control those urges to mount her, to bring her to heal. I sleep badly after I fuck her. In the morning she is sweet, caring for the babies, and she is all over the place telling me about her day coming up and how she talked to her mother. Her mother thinks I'm a superhero for rescuing her daughter, giving her a home, a name, and children. My wife, because she is my wife, I couldn't not marry her with her belly full of my child, my wife is gentle and happy and gregarious and exited the morning after I fuck her. It's when she is most affectionate. Kissing and hugging and putting the babies in my lap, teaching them to say Daddy.
I'm a homosexual, three weeks ago I met up with a man I contacted via a homosexual dating site and surrendered my dignity, my masculinity, and let him mount me, penetrate me, deposit his semen. I went home to my wife having spent an hour kissing a man, sucking his dick, pressed down by him on my back, with his dick in my anus. I'm a homosexual and my wife is a lesbian. She is currently madly in love with a young woman named Sara, half Puerto Rican and half American, she is a very cute girl and she can't get over the babies. She hangs around, I tell my wife, because of the babies, her base instincts call out to her, she wants a baby in her belly. I'm just happy my wife has found someone like her, sweet and attentive, who wants nothing more than to be in a relationship, in love with my wife and in love with the babies. Two 24 year old girls showing off babies. What more can a man want than seeing his wife so happy and his babies loved so much.
I had my loves, my first big crush when I was fourteen, the first boy I kissed, the first dick I sucked. If I close my eyes I can feel his dick in my hand and I can recreate the sensation of his dick in my mouth. In many ways that crush is still with me and I'm still in love with him.
My second love is from my college days. We had classes together, we did things together, and one night, it was pretty late, we had just finished watching a movie, I went over and laid my head in his lap and held his dick and sucked his dick and he let me. In those days we didn't advertise our desires, but obviously we had desires and it became a sick, orgy of sex. He is the first man to mount me and take me. I learned the hard way he was the top. I think you will always remember the first man who topped you, that feeling of submission, dread and pleasure all wrapped into one.
The working world is not open to such men, men who suck another man's dick, who let another man top them. I supposed if you're a young high school kid getting topped they accept you, but not if you're the rising executive. You have to be a man. For the better part of 15 years I had casual acquaintances, some got possessive and I broke it off quickly, I didn't want any baggage. I got possessive a couple of times, but I had to control the potential destructive nature of the relationships and cut them off myself. Then five years ago this young woman comes into my life.
She was 19, and lesbian coming off a very bad breakup, the first time in love with a girl, and her girl dumped her like yesterday's garbage. Maybe my sensitivity to her lesbian nature, maybe my homosexual nature gave her comfort. But it was a trap, a terrible trap, her total vulnerability, my male hormones, I was going to protect her whether she needed it or not, and I had to put her under my control, I took her and fucked her. There was no lust, or desire, she certainly didn't want a man to fuck her, I had never seen a woman's sexual nature, not live, not in person, I had never mounted a person, my dick had never been inside anyone. But it happened, forces beyond my control, the need for absolute dominance in that moment. Her hormones transcended her lesbian nature, we came together in an explosion and her tender body was invaded and I just pumped and pumped my semen in her, the feeling of my dick releasing semen in a vagina is the biggest head trip of all. I got her pregnant.
It's unexplainable in the literature. A homosexual man and a lesbian. She is my woman, the mother of my two children, she takes it when the urges overtake me, I can't control those urges to mount her, to bring her to heal. I sleep badly after I fuck her. In the morning she is sweet, caring for the babies, and she is all over the place telling me about her day coming up and how she talked to her mother. Her mother thinks I'm a superhero for rescuing her daughter, giving her a home, a name, and children. My wife, because she is my wife, I couldn't not marry her with her belly full of my child, my wife is gentle and happy and gregarious and exited the morning after I fuck her. It's when she is most affectionate. Kissing and hugging and putting the babies in my lap, teaching them to say Daddy.
I'm a homosexual, three weeks ago I met up with a man I contacted via a homosexual dating site and surrendered my dignity, my masculinity, and let him mount me, penetrate me, deposit his semen. I went home to my wife having spent an hour kissing a man, sucking his dick, pressed down by him on my back, with his dick in my anus. I'm a homosexual and my wife is a lesbian. She is currently madly in love with a young woman named Sara, half Puerto Rican and half American, she is a very cute girl and she can't get over the babies. She hangs around, I tell my wife, because of the babies, her base instincts call out to her, she wants a baby in her belly. I'm just happy my wife has found someone like her, sweet and attentive, who wants nothing more than to be in a relationship, in love with my wife and in love with the babies. Two 24 year old girls showing off babies. What more can a man want than seeing his wife so happy and his babies loved so much.
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