I Came Hard 2x And Woke Fondling Myself

I woke up this morning during a dream and I had some lucid dream training meditation. so I knew I was dreaming. I was so horny and wanted to pop. In the dream I was with my cousins son and everyone was out for a chance to do it. So we were in my bedroom and for some reason I said "lets do it on the floor behind the large dresser and I locked the door cuz I didn't want to get caught in the act. " and it reminded me of the days me and my girlfriend were out chasing bands as groupies staying in weird little Asian hotels when guys were running up and down the hall calling out "MASTERBATE, fuck you, SLUTs and FUCK , RAPE ME etc" we got so afraid of being r**ed so we pushed the couch against the door so no one could accidently get in over night, that is how scared we were and silly. I really wanted to swim in the moment of lust and sexual pleasure with him on top and in my dream I farted and I though "holy crap I have really stuffed this he will hate me now" and we just laughed it off cooling down in the heat of the orgasm passion it didn't matter and it was like all my body crumbled into the climax and well you know. Then I was on top of him and came again and he loved it.

Now this is a wish fulfilment dream but I don't want to accidently fart in sex and I never did before other sex times with guys. So what was the dream telling me. I know I love him but embarrassed and timid and have anxiety over getting caught and permission actually to do it.