Well i feel like i need to get this off my chest. When i was about 7 all the way to 10 years old things went on between me and 2 of my male family members. I was young and i guess a very curious little girl. They would both do "Things" to me that we weren't supposed to but i was so young i really didnt know what we were doing so i just let them.Both of them were like 2years older than me and they also didn't know that they were both doing these 'things' to me. I guess we went through the curious stage super early & ever since i figured out what it was that they were doing to me i havent been the same. I regret everything i really wish they hadn't experimented with me, my life would have been so much easier now but i have to live with this forever! My family is really close and if they ever found out about this who Knows what will happen. I haven't spoken of this to NOBODY EVER until now and i think this is my last time because i hate thinking about it. & im also curious (what do you think)-> growing up i grew up with all boys in the family and with their guy friends so i was always a freakin tomboy! Is this what triggered my bi-sexualness? I also grew up being insecure and shy. I think this played a big part on how i am today.
I wish i wasn't bi but i can't help myself & im still not out of the closet & don't plan to be anytime soon!
(sight) life can be crazy...

*Thanks for reading*