When I was a lot younger I had this crazy desire to have a young woman do some pretty strange things to my privates. I wanted her to tell me my balls didn't hang low enough and she would yank them painfully. Other times I craved a girl forcing me to stroke my cock until it grew to 6 1/2 inches which was impossible because I was just barely 6 at the hardest and then squeeze my balls and cock until I just could not take it. Then a fantasy other times that she shows me dirty magazines and makes me stroke it off, but regardless of how much I ejaculated it was never enough for her and I would have to keep coming until I could not any longer. All in all just a bunch of foolish fantasies until I told a childhood friend who was my age. He wasn't gay and I certainly wasn't but he offered to fulfill these fantasies. I said no way at first but slowly gave them to the temptation. I was in for three sessions of total abuse and I feel stupid because it was such a sin. If he was a girl I might not have even felt so bad but I am and was straight and I never thought I could get a girlfriend if word got around that I did this. I really thought my balls were going to be broken a couple times and I can remember cumming almost 20 times one afternoon and evening when my parents were away while looking at Playboys-he changed the pages and I had to cum for every magazines where the centerfold's legs were spread. I got so sore that I could barely urinate by the end of that night. Then the 6 inch issue and balls stretch a different day. He used a vacuum for about five minutes on my balls and penis. I really screamed and learned my lesson. He made me promise to never tell anyone which of course I have not-we were both married a little while later to beautiful women and never spoke about it again. I don't remember if this was in three or four different occurrences but I certainly will never forget the fantasy or the pain-very embarrassing and a weird sexual desire certainly fulfilled forever. I still feel kind of guilty about this foolishness even though I am sure nobody knows except God-oh well a lesson learned
