The Ex

When I was 14, I had begun dating a girl. She was my first girlfriend. We dated for almost a year. Never did anything sexual; the closest I got was grinding against her as we made out in her room before her mom got home and her brother was in the living room. I was really good to her.

The relationship ended because she was cheating on me. She said she would be better off with him. I didn't beg her to stay. I just moved on.

Last week, after years and years, she sent me a friend request. I accepted it and she sent me a message asking how I have been and such. I looked through her profile and she still looks good - thin, tan, and has a submissive look to her. Since the first message, she and I have been talking. She has two kids, but her and their dad aren't together because he abused her and had a bad temper, which caused them to get into heated arguments.

Tonight, as we messaged, she confessed to me that she was really glad I was talking to her. She further went on to say that she was young, dumb, and thought she knew it all when she cheated on me. She said how the worst decision of her life was when she left me for the other guy, and how i had such an effect on her life. How every one after me never matched up to how great I treated her. She also said how she would make it all up to me if I let her. She confessed that she wished she waited to have kids with the right person - me. Then she said that she got a tattoo of a band I always listened to as a teenager because she knew I liked that band and she started listening to the same band and couldn't stop thinking of me. She then showed me a picture of the tattoo. I told her I didn't know I had left such an impression on her and she said, "You did, even after all this time. I wish I could go back and undo it all when I lost you. You were my first kiss, and I've never forgotten it."

Me being me, I told her that I'd gotten better at kissing. She replied that I've always been a good kisser. And I then proceeded to tell her that I would kiss her above and below. She replied, "I would like that. And I would try my best to handle how good you'd be at all of it."

We continued our discussion and I invited her to come my way. She said she needs to get a free weekend, have her kids' dad be a dad and watch them, and she'd be up as soon as possible.

Of course, I'll keep everyone updated on here when it happens. What do I expect to happen out of all of this besides sex? Nothing. I don't want a relationship with her. Perhaps a fwb, but nothing beyond that. And I know she would welcome any and all attention from me, submitting in ways I wouldn't expect. Either way, I'm going to have fun with her.