Sex Fantasy

decorating a party for my family in outdoor setting near a farm station house was like the perfect dream place for sex. after indulging on the all the pretty perfect foods I found myself in raptures of sexual desire over the cake mounds and jelly moulds and exotic friends, fruits and flowers and how pretty it was all set up. I looked over at the old farm back cabin which was like an old railway station small office and stumbled on a old but comfortable bed and doing what took me over like a ghost or a passion in the wind, I was swept up in the moment and laid on the bed and touched myself gently til I eventually orgasmed. all the while the party was getting ready soon and was feeling so sexy and washed out my body was begging for some pleasure and comfort but the whole time I just imagined having sex with a man and losing my virginity to someone I really loved with an incredible body that erotically shook the bed and floor boards and I waited then for him to come to the party, and thinking in my minds eye "I would love to see him cum in me. I really need his cock and loving". The sun burst through the cool air and light sun shower to show pretty drops of water that sparkled in the sunlight and it could my eye as a memory one of our many barns and sheds in that place that was over a 100 years old must have seen many lovers make love and I wondered if it was me being weird or a former owners ghost or what but my body was totally shook with waves of pleasure imagining someone finding us and saying "oh go for it feel their desire and need for each others body just to be alive in their youth , what is so wrong with that now days?" like a ghost was taunting me. I felt wet and frisky and shivering all over coming to from my fantasy . I finished up and cried and the energy he would deliver and maybe my embarrassment of needing sex and not knowing where to get it. A winters garden party could be fun. When I woke it was in a house we had previously lived in and it felt just perfect and right as first time erotic sensual guilty pleasure.