I'm Screwed...

I'm a Muslim female who has extremely high libido. I spend my days touching myself over and over again. My mind just keeps running. I wanna do so many things :
* Be submissive
* Be dominant
* Fuck a man up his ass. See him enjoy being fucked. Letting go of himself. Suck his nipples. Jack him off.
* Edge a man to his limits for hours until he can't take it
* Have two men at the same time. Just fucking me
* I want to talk and share online with anonymity and get paid for it, like the slut I am
* I want to be used and give myself up to a man for him to use me as he wishes
* I want to have r**e role play. But like an extreme intense one
* I want to watch a couple fuck
* I want to lead the man to fuck his women
* Same for a gay couple
* I want to be groped outside
* I want to watch men cum online and belittle them. Laugh at them...
* I want to be dominant. I want to be their mommy. Have them do things for me. Send me videos of them playing with themselves while at work. Push them to their limits

There's so many more...
My inner deep thoughts clash with my other side. I just wanna do these and switch that side off with no guilt.