Ohh God, 1-4

I never thought id be telling anyone this. Therapist thought it might be ther**eutic to tell someone she didn’t say to do it here.

I am happily married but also going through some therapy.

5.8, modest breasts, large butt that I’ve worked hard for and my partner fucking worships. I’m fit and working to see a flat stomach. Blonde straight hair and I’ve had a band of freckles across my nose that used to cover up. My partner loves that too.

When I was young I was used. At the time I didn’t really see it that way and because I enjoyed it I never really considered it being anything. But pleasurable. Here we go.

It started when I was 10 or at least that’s how I remember it. My older brothers friend was very cute and would go out of his way to hug me and I loved his attention. We talk a little and he started complimenting me. Touching my hair which I loved so much. It still gives me shivers. Not much later he kissed me. Made my heart putter patter. It got more frequent and he started touching me more. I liked it so much.

He one day asked if he could see me naked. I was ok what ever. Stripped off my little dress and panties. He touched my legs, my butt, and my flat chest.
I told him he had to show me him naked too. He said fair is fair. I see now that was his plan but now that was my idea…
He took off his shirt and I could see his muscles and it made me feel funny. I touched him like he touched me and he smiled. He took off his jeans and boxers. His penis looked big and was erect. At the time I prolly didn’t know what that meant. I didn’t even ask but I touched it. He giggled and showed me how to touch it. His balls were fascinating the lose skin and squishy balls. He had some hair down there and I told him that was gross. He nodded and told me he’d get rid of it.

This happened a few times. He touch me a little more each time. And encouraged me to do the same thing and to kiss it. Not sure when it started but clear liquid would ooze out sometimes and it tasted good and I told him that. He smiled and encouraged me to keep licking it ensuring me it wasn’t pee. He also told me to suck on it like a loli but only suck. He’s also do something similar to my vagina which felt super good. He’d turn me over and put his penis between my but cheeks and slide until he made fun noises and warm liquid would squirt on my back. He had be taste it a few times the more I did the more I liked it. This went on for about a year I think. It was a long time ago and I’m unearthing some shit along the way.
I do remember one night he snuck into my room he was having a sleep over with my brother. We were kissing and so on like usual. He had been teaching me how to French kiss. I really liked this. All of it made me feel really warm and tingly when ever he touched me. I’d started to notice my panties were a little wet after we kissed and touched. I tasted it like I’d tasted his stuff. I liked it just as much if not more than his and understood why he liked putting his mouth down there.
I digressed but realized I’d skipped some stuff. So he was in my bed we were naked and he had gotten rid of his hair down there and I liked that much better. Well he asked to finger me. I told him sure not exactly knowing what he meant. He had his fingers down there already. Then I felt the pressure and his finger slipped into me. It was uncomfortable at first but he had his mouth on me and he started moving his finger and it started feeling better like good. Really good.
It started making gooshy noises. He had added a finger then another. I was feeling dizzy and my skin was on fire. His attention made me so happy. He jerked off on my tummy while he did that too. Kissed me and thanked me. I put what I could in my mouth and whipped the rest on the sheets. I begged to know when the next time we could do this. He laughed and said he wasn’t sure but made me promise not to tell anyone.
Well over the summer he spent more time at our house and we did that a lot. He one night showed me a condom and what it was for. He showed me how to roll it on and then he put his penis inside me. It hurt just like the first time he used his fingers so I assumed it would start feeling good again. I was right and made noises. We had to do this on the floor cause my bed squeaked. It felt so good. We did this a lot that summer. He’d even show me his load in the condom then tie it off and take it with him.
Well while that was happening I had actually showed my best friend about the kissing and she liked it too. We had a lot of fun. We discussed the stuff we knew about sex and so on. After he had fingered me I decided to do this to her. She also liked it after I had had my mouth down there for a while. She even told me what she liked when I used my tongue and how.
By this point you can assume I was addicted to sexual attention. She and I looked stuff up and experimented with nipples and stuff. We explored some kinky stuff too, Starting when I was 13. She’d stolen some of her sisters thongs and we’d wear them thinking it made us cool. Well my brothers friend loved this. Sometimes he’s even have me keep them on while he ate me out and bent me over his tailgate to fuck me from behind. I’d sneak out of my window sometimes to have late night
Rendezvous.
He got a girlfriend but still fucked me. I was fine with this it felt good and I had attention. I realized even then from my journal entrees that I was being very selfish and that this wasn’t right. But at the same time I was kissing and eating out my female friend. Well he graduated and left for things past high school. I was heartbroken but found comfort in my friend. She and I had gotten really close and I mean beyond friendship and our sexual discoveries.

We both got boyfriends in 9th grade. She knew I’d played with a boy before and asked what she should do. I explained about blow jobs and how to properly do them. She’d tell me all about Tim’s dick and body. I told her about Simon’s(not their real names is just easier this way). Well she didn’t want to have sex yet she said it was to risky so Tim got a lot of blow jobs he didn’t complain as far as I knew. Simon on the other hand well he got laid as often as he had a condom. Let’s just say boys become resourceful when sex is in the line. He’d even sneak over to my house. I one night sucked his dick while hanging out my bedroom window.
I had kept names of all the people I had sexual experiences with after the first guy. I’d deliberately left it out cause I found out how much trouble he’d be in. At this point I had two names and what we did and tally marks next to it. Her name had so many tally marks and I was so proud of it. Well one night she slept over at my house the parents were gone and we’d told the boys. They found there way over to my house it was just us in the living room in our sleeping bags watching movies. Obviously we weren’t watching the tv.
She asked if she could watch me suck Simons dick. I said yea Simon nodded vigorously and Tim was having a moment. They all watched I noticed her hand down her panties and the other in his. I said it was only fair if I got to see Tim’s too. She pulled it out without his answering. Now we both know that’s not ok. Well let’s say his dick was smaller and he was embarrassed. Granted neither was as big as my first. I’d learned how to use Simons to get what I wanted and needed and he had the consideration to listen to what I liked when he ate me out. Simon came in my mouth while watching his friend get jerked off. He asked if he could try it on Tim. Tim on this said “no no no fuck it why not.”

Well apparently Tim liked a boy sucking his dick cause he came really quickly too. We thought this was super hot. We continued to fool around until the boys got hard again. Simon had his condom ready. She said she was ready tim tried to put in her with no condom she stopped him. He got one from Simon. This is pertinent later. After sex we all jumped into my parents massive shower. It’s made me think my parents were a little more wild then previously thought. Well we all made out in the shower she and I. Simon and Tim even tried it. Simon seemed to really like it as he got hard again. She couldn’t keep her eyes off it. She looked at me, then I asked Simon if he was cool with it he looked at Tim. Tim just shrugged. And watched I asked the same then went down on Tim. I’ve learned recently that he is now a Cuckheld husband and apparently he loves watching his wife get fucked. That’s some hearsay. Obviously back then I had no idea what that all was. We were all cleaned up and she and I had gotten them really ready. She and I ate each other out making a real show of it. I begged Tim to fuck me hard. She was doing the same. Tim tried again to go in without a condom. I gave him the third degree and rolled it on myself. His dick wasn’t something to right home about but I’ll give him this he curved just nicely to run my cervix and hit my gspot. I’ll confess I fucked him behind her back. Looking back I don’t know why I hid it. She really didn’t mind and I know she and Simon were fucking. They were open with me about it.
Well we will end with Tim being kicked out of our group. That fuck, fucked my best friend without a condom and knocked her up! Apparently he regularly said he was putting one on and then not doing it or worse she put one on him and apparently he slipped it off when they changed positions. Well she has a beautiful child now.
Ok well you have the first four people I played with. I can divulge more of the kinky shit she and I got into.
4 out of how many you ask? Well we can get there if people want to know. Let’s just say 15-18 my numbers escalated at what I know think may have been an alarming rate.
Stay safe and please pleasure yourself and others. We get one life but thousands of orgasms to help pass the time.

Comments

Patmale

by Patmale on May 25, 2022 at 12:24 PM

More please about your sexual encounters.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on May 25, 2022 at 1:24 PM

Ever suck a teacher off?

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MasterTenth

by MasterTenth on May 26, 2022 at 2:54 AM

Definitely need to hear much more!

I liked the detail you went into with the first guy. Could feel the arousal and the taboo of it all

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