I too love being abused sexually. For example, I enjoy exposing myself accidently-on-purpose. I have to be careful so I won't get in trouble. When I wear shorts in the company of men or women, I don't wear any underwear and I try to arrange the legs of my shorts so you can see up them. I have a small package and enjoy showing it off. I especially like it when men catch a look. I see them smile becuase than I know they saw my manhood. Sometimes they will tease me or laugh at me and tell other guys, yet never admit they looked up my shorts. I like thinking up ways to expose myself and make it look like an accident. It such a fucking turn-on.
I've done that a couple of times but to entertain the ladies not other guys. I guess I'm just not gay.