Almost Ruined It

Before warned this is kind of a gross story but my husband, Who turned me onto this site, said he has told his version before. A couple of years ago a good friend of mine and I took our bicycles into a bike shop to get some minor work done as we are getting ready to do a long ride. I had just come out of a long relationship that did not end well and dating was the furthest thing from my mind. But there we were and the guy who waited on us, Michael, was very sweet and helpful. He was also obviously in fantastic shape and very handsome. He was clearly smitten with me as he kept asking my questions and talking to me while the mechanic was working on our bikes. My girlfriend at one point even nudged me and said that he was crushing on me. He didn’t look like a typical bike guy He was quite a bit taller than me and very lean muscular. He was also very polite and seemed very sweet. So we got our bikes done and paid and we’re ready to leave. My girlfriend walked her bike out first and then I was falling behind when Michael caught up to me and asked if he could buy me a cup of coffee sometime. I was hesitant because of the sting of the recent break up but there was no real good reason to say no to him so I said sure and we agreed to meet for coffee the following afternoon. It went very well as he matched his handsome looks with a very sweet personality very open and easy to talk to. So after coffee I agreed to a date. We went out several times And I’ll be honest, though I had slept with four men up to him and I likely would have slept with him on the second or third date except I was still kind of reeling from the prior relationship. He seem to be able to tell that though it was patient and really seem to be pushing hard not just to sleep with me but he genuinely seem like he was looking for a relationship. So about the fourth time we went out we had a little one wine and we kissed And I agreed to go home with him. I have not mentioned about myself that I am pretty small in very good shape as I’ve trained and was a college athlete. I am only about 5 foot two and weigh just over 105 pounds but I have very good abdominal muscles in my legs and butt are thick and muscular from years of playing basketball and riding. Men have always found me attractive and I even did a swimsuit calendar in college for a friends for Fraternity fundraiser. My prior boyfriend who I had had the bed split with I believe they would probably marry. The sex had been very good and I believed I was in love with him until the last 4 to 5 months of the relationship where he just turned into a very abusive douche bag and I finally broke it off. Anyway, I was pretty nervous and trepidation us going home with Michael as I knew that we were likely going to have sex though I liked him, i’m just not sure I was quite ready. But when we got home to his place he was a perfect gentleman and as we started making out I became very aroused and was ready to make the jump. One very startling thing about him though, when we got naked his penis I realized was just bigger than any I have ever seen. Even seemed a bit self-conscious about it and told me that he knew I was small and he would go slow and that other woman had not been into it. I’ll be honest I was intimidated but true to his word he was gentle and went slow and though the first time I could not take all of him it was still very good and passionate. We did not use a condom because frankly I just don’t believe they make them that big but when he got close to coming he pulled out and came on my stomach and breasts. It was very sweet and sexy and it only took me a couple of seconds of rubbing my clit with his cum all over me and I came myself. I actually spent the night with him that first night and I realized it might be something special because we pretty much slept in each other’s arms and when we woke up we began kissing and when I touched him I realized he was very hard. I was much too sore to have sex again so for the first time in my life I went down on a man the first time we had sex. It was actually very sexy and thought I could hardly fit any of them into my mouth I got so turned on by his pleasure and moaning that when he finally came in my mouth I also had an orgasm. After that we started spending more and more time together. The sex was actually better than I could’ve ever imagined but was a challenge for some time as we tried to adjust my vagina to his size. He made it very clear that he was falling in love with me but did not put any pressure on me to say it back but the truth was I knew he was the one. Contrary to what you might think lol and have very to do with his penis although I’m not gonna lie and say it I didn’t like it more and more as I got used to it. The first time he was able to get all the way inside of me we were both so turned on and I knew I was about to get my period so I was unlikely to get pregnant so I told him he could come inside of me. He was very turned on and very very engorged and I was also very hard and pushing him as I could feel an amazing orgasm building deep in my loins. We both had mind blowing Orgasms. Afterwards we leave site each other heaving to catch our breath And he sweetly went down and kissed my vagina and said baby you’re bleeding a little. I was a little embarrassed because I thought my period has started but when I touched it felt very sore and he looked closer and said I think you’re cut. I got a mirror and looked and realized he had torn my vagina near the bottom. He was horrified and was almost in tears. I told him it was fine not a big deal I had actually torn my vagina the first time I had sex in college and knew it would heal in a couple of days. I was secretly a little concerned but I didn’t wanna show him cause he looks so sad. I want to the gynecologist a couple of days later said I was fine it was no big deal I just had to be careful and worked up slower to adjusting to his size. Things were a bit awkward between us for a few days as he just seemed very guilty emotionally no matter how much I tried to tell him it was OK. After about a week I was feeling better and I wanted to get over the awkwardness of him touching me so when he came by my house while he was sitting on my couch I sat on him and started kissing him. He kissed me back but was hesitant to touch me and so I took the lead and pulled his pants down, went down on him until he was very hard and then sat on him and slowly eased his huge manhood inside of me. As I was writing him I began to tell him that I loved him because he was gentle and cared about me and I loved making love to him. Suddenly without really any warning, I guess he just couldn’t hold it, he began coming deep inside of me., I feared that I was going to get pregnant but I also wanted to get him past his guilt so I just continued to ride him until his orgasm was complete. Afterwards I realized it had worked because he was back to his old affectionate and loving self. We even talked about the possibility of me being pregnant and through the conversation I realize that we were both pretty comfortable and what has become a very serious relationship. So all of that is backstory too the most horrifying moment of my life. About a month after the tear of my vagina we were full on in love talking about moving in together and spending nearly all of our free time together. My previous relationship was far in my rearview mirror and I was genuinely in love like I have never been. So one Tuesday evening I was playing trivia at a bar with a group of my work friends as we usually did. I had not seen Michael in three or four days because he went on a bike tour out of town. I did not expect him to be back until the following day and I wasn’t driving so I was probably drinking more than I would’ve as usual just eating wings and pizza and having fun with my friends. But after trivia ended we decided we were going to have one more round and my girlfriend who was sitting by me said hey look who’s here. I looked up and saw Michael come in the bar he smiled and waved and came over and kissed and hugged me and said hi to everybody. I was very excited to see him and when several people when I got up to use the restroom and things I took the opportunity to Kiss him deeply and tell him I had missed him. He said he messaged me too and asked if I wanted to come to his house that night. I rubbed my hand over his crotch underneath the table and kissed him and said of course I’d love to. He was with his group of guys so they were just having a beer and heading out. He said he had to go by and drop stuff off at the shop and can come and get me but my girlfriend heard us and said she was the designated driver and would drop me off at his house later. So he told me he would be home in about an hour and the time delay caused me to stay and have a couple of more beers with my friends. So when my girlfriend dropped me off I was pretty tipsy. Michael was clearly ready for me and had missed me because he had just come out of the shower and was wearing a towel and when I walked in he kissed me deeply and drop the towel and his huge penis lunged out at me it was amazingly hard and I remember looking at it and thinking the vein running over the top of it is as big as my wrist lol. So we started making out and I was quickly naked and in his bed. By this time we had some learned lessons and had gotten some very good quality lube and he lived himself up and massaged my vagina with the lube and pretty soon was deep inside of me. The alcohol had the effect of making me very horny for him and also wanting to give into to him. At one point I was laying on my side with one leg raised and he was straddling my other leg easing himself deep inside of me. We have found that the position enabled me to take him very deep and he loved holding my ass and watching his his giant manhood stretch me out. I recall we were both very turned on, screaming and talking dirty to each other. At one point he pulled out of me and the huge thick head of his dick rubbed across my tiny asshole. It felt incredibly good and I moaned and pushed myself back into him. He grabbed his dick and rub the head around my asshole and it just felt incredible. I continue to push myself back towards him and he said do you really want me to try? I didn’t understand what he was saying at first but as he pushed the head of his dick on my hole I understood. I have never even considered anal sex before. I mean I had had several guys ask me to do it but I had always said no chance. For whatever reason, maybe because I was just so turned on I asked him if he had ever done it and he said no way and I told him I had never either but I wanted him to be my first. He said he was afraid of hurting me but I can tell by the tone of his voice and the raspy where he was breathing that he was incredibly turned on and wanted it. I said do it to me baby do it and I pushed myself harder onto him. Maybe it was the alcohol or the lube but surprisingly The head of his cock popped inside of me without a great deal of pain. And I actually felt pretty sexy and the way he was moaning in a way that I have never heard almost made me come immediately. He slowly began to work his way deeper into my ass and I was just soTurned on that I just kept pushing back into them to the point where at one point he said slow baby easy as he was afraid of hurting me. Unlike my vagina though though he was balls deep inside of my ass after just two or three strokes. Once he was deep inside of me though it was a bit uncomfortable and I could tell I wouldn’t be able to take it for very long. He began to ease into an out of my ass and he was just making the most animalistic pure pleasure sounds that I had ever heard. I looked back at him and his abdominal muscles were tight and his face was just contorted and passion so I told him to come in my ass and he said oh God I want to baby I’ve never been so turned on. I was enraptured Two and I remember telling him get your nut in my ass baby and he began to fuck me harder than he ever had. It felt great and I was so turned on knowing that I was giving him such a pleasure but as he was fucking me a felt The muscles in my ass give and realized that I was completely opened up and can hardly even feel it. He suddenly buried himself as deep as he could in my ass and howled Like a wild animal and I felt his seed shooting deep into my bowels. He just sit there gripping my ass tightly and whimpering as he emptied fully inside of my little ass. I was so satisfied that I had turned him on so completely but as he finished and started to pull back I realized something was wrong. I asked him to go slow and tried to grab his Hips but I think he was just so spent from the intense orgasm that he just sat back which caused his big cock to pull out of me and one movement. I couldn’t even really feel what was happening but as I look back I could see that my bowels were releasing into my horror horror I could see that I was shitting all over him. I couldn’t not only stop it I couldn’t even feel the muscles in my ass. I jumped up and screamed that I was sorry but I could not stop and the flow just kept coming out of me and I basically shit all the way to his bathroom where I slammed the door and sat on his toilet crying. Even on the toilet it just kept coming out of me and I couldn’t even feel it to stop. He was quickly knocking on the door saying he was sorry and it was OK. I was just so horrified I told him to leave me alone. when it finally stopped and there was just nothing left of it to come out of me I got in the shower and washed myself. Even after I got out of the shower I could feel liquid running down my thighs. He was at the door begging me to forgive him and let him in. I told him to hand me my clothes and he did and I grabbed him and slammed the door. I was just so embarrassed I couldn’t help myself. I told him to go in the room and give me some privacy and I heard the bedroom door shut. I slowly open the bathroom door I could see the embarrassing trail of my shit to his room. I grabbed my purse off his dining room table and ran out the door. I called my friend and begged her to come and get me. She did I was very confused especially when I wouldn’t tell her what was going on. She dropped me off without saying much. And I went and sat in the tub. He was calling and calling and texting me it’s telling me he was so sorry and that he love me. I was just so horrified I couldn’t even think of facing him again. It took three or four days before the fall feeling returned to my butt hole and then I was sore for another week. I finally told my best friend