Aunt Addiction

When I was younger, I had the biggest crush on my aunt. I didn't see her often: she was the cool, beautiful, forever single and free kind of woman that lived abroad, so I only ever saw her every other Christmas. When I hit puberty, I often jerked off thinking of her, and feeling very guilty afterwards.

Recently, last Christmas, she announced she was moving back, so we've become closer. Too closer for what a "normal family" would consider confort. We hit it off in a way that's not traditional for an aunt and nephew. We already got along well when I ran into her in a bar, she had had a date, but it didn't go well. My date had stood me up, so we drank and talked. Couple of hours later, we were dancing together in an inapproriate way. A couple more hours after that, we were in her appartment. We gave in to our obvious attraction and spent the rest of the night fucking like animals. It was so good that, in fact, we kept it up for the rest of the weekend, promising each other to not think too much about it (and to reassure me, she mentioned a fun fact: sex relationships between 2nd grade family members are actually legal where we live).

We've been lovers for a few months now. She's a shameless pervert, and I've been happy to play along. I'm open to everything, but older women really get me going (she's 50). And she says, verbatim, that "taking the forbidden cum of a forbidden lover is the best feeling in the world", so yeah, we're pretty turned on by each other. She's probably the best fuck I've ever had.

Problem is, I think I'm falling in love, too. She's so youthful, experienced and educated, I've found I feel alive around her even when we're not fucking. I don't know if she reciprocates, but she's also found ways for us to spend more time together outside of bed. It's already bad enough that we're fucking and have to keep it a secret, obviously. I don't know I want to be longing for us to be a couple out in the open. My mother (her sister) would kill us, for a start. The solution would be to break it off, but I'm also thinkin with my dick on this one. I don't know if I'm ever going to find a lover like that again.