Was Straight And Engaged

My best friend is a woman I work with. We've gone out tons of times, she has a boyfriend who is a true hunk, I am engaged to a hardbody man of 22. My friend is 32, very open and outward has a fabulous body, good looking, natural blonde and knows how to use her attractiveness. I had never had any woman to woman sex in my life, not even touching friends as a little girl. I purposely diverted my eyes in the locker room showers at high school. Last summer we went into a changing room at a pool for the day, and she immediately stripped revealing a beautiful body with natural blonde hair, neatly trimmed below. She had perfect boobs, 34C and totally incredibly muscular legs and ass. I stared while I was getting undressed. She got into her skimpy bikini as I did and we exited. I couldn't help looking again when we showered at the same shower nozzle, and all the while she was drying off and dressing.

This past weekend her boyfriend was gone, mine was visiting family in another city and we spent Friday through today with each other. At her place Friday night she suggested we get changed and shower. She grabbed my hand and took me into the large shower area, which was unexpected. She has never shown any interest in me sexually or romantically, though I think I would have been receptive had she done so. I was a little intimidated going into the shower with her, but it was a large area with multiple shower heads coming from all directions. I commented on it and she said that the ones at "pussy height" were really nice whenever her boyfriend was away. She started soaping my back and shoulders massaging them. After that it was a short hop to kissing, feeling each other, and her taking me to her bed. We made love, and honestly, though I've not been a slut or anything in the 8 partners I've had as men, I've never felt anything like her making love to me, and I never felt so loving toward someone when I was exploring her body with my hands, fingers, lips and tongue.

After we were resting in bed, both naked on the sheets, holding hands, I told her I'd never done anything like that with another woman. She on the other hand had been in 3 long term lesbian relationships, in fact a woman used her fingers to break her hymen. I asked about her boyfriend and she was rather blase about him, he knew she preferred women and he was bisexual as well. After that night, making love into the early morning hours, I really felt I loved her. I wanted to tell her, and when I did she told me she loved me to, but not as in "forever' love. That was something she just never felt with anyone. But she did love me and loved making love with me. We stayed together until Monday afternoon, and I went back and told my fiance about what happened. He was turned on and wanted to fuck, but I felt I really found something, that I was in truth a lesbian and didn't want to marry him. I loved him and would fuck him but the marriage was at best put off.

My friend, she is still the same, fucks her boyfriend, makes love to me. She stresses that difference, she doesn't make love to him only fucks him. She's even had me immediately after he has cum inside her, and has me lick it out of her. She loves doing that, and she also knows I hate the taste of sperm, but I do it for her.

Yes, I still fuck with my fiance or boyfriend, not sure which it is yet, but I do make love with her. I am starting to look at other women I see and I get wet thinking about them. It was a life changing encounter the weekend I spent with her.