My Cousin, Our Secret

my name is Julie and I'm 19y i'm brunette big boobs nice ass thin belly basically everything in place. so this all started last year on a wedding all of my family was there also the long distance family, there I saw him again, my cousin this time he was hotter.. way hotter he is the same age as me with 1.92m tall with lots of muscles gorgeous face his body just turned perfect. we were shy too see each other again and you could just feel the tension in the air but we didn't want to make a big deal out of it considering we're family. later at night when everyone was drunk and we went outside to smoke and started having conversations about who we've been with and the topic changed to sex, what kinks we liked or not and we realized that our sex drive was the same and we both could feel ourselves getting turned on so I finnished eating the cake and started licking my fingers and I noticed the look on his face so I lick them in a naughty way because I knew he was enjoying watching and I asked him if he liked when girls licked of course he said yes so I picked up his hand and started sucking on his fingers I saw that he was staring to get hard and he was also starting to touch a lot on his dick but still we made it lowkey unfortunately we were interrupted by the photographer and we didn't find the time to be alone again that night, until a year later his sister texts me to come visit for his birthday and since I didn't had a place to stay I asked if I could sleep in their house everyone said of course so I went. I got there and things between us felt a little weird but later we went to play on the ps4 in his room and started talking again normally and joking around, we were playing wwe and we made a bet of every time one of us lost the other one would take a punch in the arm (not hurtful) we did that until I lost 3 times in a row and I started to say that my arm hurted a lot and he kissed my arm but it was a long kiss and at that time I realized we still felt the sexual tension between us so we played a few more times and at the end I again said that my arm was hurting so he had an idea of giving me a massage to make up for it, he ordered me to lay in his bed belly facing down and gently he started to push my hair out of the way while caressing my body, he jumped on top of me and I could feel his dick grinding on my ass while his hands explored the upper part of my body, he then lifted my top and undid my bra but said that it was on the way and took it out while he was taking it out I could feel his dick getting hard and his hands were now resting on my boobs he starts to massage them and I felt him whispering near my ear "I've been waiting for this moment for a year , now can you see what you do to me?" he then starts to hump me from behind , after he lifts my hips and his hand slip down to my pussy and he unbuttons my pants and starts to rub my clit , after a few minutes he grabs me and turns me around facing him , he lifts me up as I sat on his lap he grabs my hair and finally we kiss , one hand was on my hair and his other hand was groping my ass , he then lays me on the bed starts kissing my neck then he plays with my boobs licking them grabbing and bitting the nipple and then he moves slowly down kisses my belly my thighs and then he starts to lick my pussy.. I felt like I was in heaven when he fingers and licks at the same time and by this time I told him straight away "please fuck me I need you inside me rn" he lifted his head and took his pants off and that's when I saw for the first time his massive penis at least 23cm very thick I begged him once again to fuck me and he did as instructed he started to rub the dick at the entrance of my pussy and when he pushed it in I gasped so loud he started pounding me right away while he choked me and sucking on my boobs after a while I turn around and I'm in doggy style with him pushing my hair and slapping my ass so hard it turned purple after but I loved it so much I came 3 times and when I came for the third time I felt him cum as well he grabbed me and pushed me closer to him so I could feel all of his cum inside me it was so hot and the fact it was prohibited made it even hotter , next day we went downstairs with all of our parents there pretending that nothing happened.... when I go back we'll do it all again