Lesbian At Heart With A Complicated Life

I'm a 47 year old lesbian with a 17 yo girl and a 20 yo son. My husband doesn't buy it, if my mother ever found out she will disown me, my lover is 35 year old tennis coach and my husband is responsible for assaulting her and getting her pregnant. I have tried telling my children, they are barely able to accept that Janice is pregnant by their Daddy.

I'm not a later day lesbian, I was lesbian when my husband took me to Vegas and eloped with me because I was pregnant following an office party 'mounting' in his office. He is a successful man and he really does love me now. Janice was in bed with me when he pounced on her. He wants the baby and for me to adopt her. Like if Janice is a surrogate. I want Janice to enjoy her baby including breast feeding, he can support her.

I'm supposed to pass off Janice as his lover not mine.